Loving You...

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It was Yeonjun's first day in the school. He was not introvert or quite boy but he was not totally Extrovert or hyperactive. He was sitting on one bench when other kid came and sat near him.

"Hello... I am Choi Beomgyu..." The boy introduced and forwarded his hand with a bright smile. He was pretty. Yeonjun shook his hand too.

"Hie... I am Jeon Yeonjun..." Yeonjun said with smile.

Beomgyu and Yeonjun became friends. Best friends.

***

Yeonjun was 12 years old and Soobin was 14 years old. Yeonjun and Soobin were talking in the park.

"Binie Bunny... Don’t sulk..." Yeonjun said.

"How could I not? My only friend forgot my birthday..." Soobin whined with pout.

"Come on... Your birthday is not over yet bunny... I will do anything you want... We can go to play or I will gift you anything you want..." Yeonjun said.

"Let it be... I don’t want anything... I am going..." Soobin said. Soobin started walking towards gate.

"Soobin stop..." Yeonjun said Soobin stopped. But he didn't looked at Yeonjun. Yeonjun came infront of Soobin and poked his cheeks.

"Please forgive your Junie..." Yeonjun said cutely.

"Ok... Don’t forgive me for forgetting your birthday... Forgive me for lying to you..." Yeonjun said.

"When did you lie? What? And why?" Soobin asked. Soobin was more sad knowing Yeonjun lied to him about something.

"Nothing much... Come with me..." Yeonjun said. Soobin held his hand and looked at him sternly.

"Tell me..." Soobin said.

"Ok I'll show you... Come..." Yeonjun said. Soobin frowned but followed Yeonjun. They came near tree and Yeonjun yelled 'Surprise.' Soobin looked there and there was little messy decorations and picnic basket. Yeonjun ran towards it and light up the candle.

"Happy Birthday to you.... Happy Birthday to you.... Happy Birthday dear Soobin, Happy Birthday to you..." Yeonjun sang with beautiful smile. Soobin smiled.

"Ofcourse I won't ever forget your birthday stupid bunny..." Yeonjun said. Soobin came near Yeonjun and thanked him. They celebrated Soobin's birthday.

***

While growing up Soobin became so introvert. And he wouldn't talk in his family. He would only answer them. He did not have any friends except Yeonjun. With Yeonjun he was more open. Soobin was intelligent. He was topper. He was far more better than his brother in studies. While Yeonjun realized his mother would never love him. She used to taunt him whenever his father and Jungkook were not around. She never liked him. Yeonjun wanted to feel his mother's love and care but he was not lucky. When Jungkook got to know how Mrs. Jeon was treating his baby brother he asked his father if he can live separately with Yeonjun. Their father agreed. But till then Yeonjun became insecure because of his mother.

Yeonjun was 16 and Soobin was 18 at that time. Soobin got enrolled in the best university SNU. He wanted to become lawyer. So he applied for it. Ofcourse his father was against it as he wanted Soobin to do business study. But Soobin was adamant. He didn't wanted to enter in business that too in his father's company. He did not like it. Because of Yeonjun Soobin became close with Jungkook too. For Jungkook Soobin was also like his younger brother. Soobin was more close with Jungkook than his own hyung. Also Soobin has started feeling something foreign towards Yeonjun. He thought maybe because Yeonjun was only one with whom he can talk about anything and everything. But he started to notice Yeonjun. He started observing how Yeonjun's smile would lift up his mood. He realized how beautiful Yeonjun was. He would stare at Yeonjun for a long time. So Soobin had crush on Yeonjun. But he decided to wait. Because he thought both of them are still so young and immature. Also he didn't know if Yeonjun like him or not. So Soobin decided to ignore his feelings.

That time Taehyung came in Jungkook's life. Particularly in Yeonjun's life. Yeonjun liked Taehyung very much. Taehyung was warm and kind. He was also femboy like Yeonjun. They met first time after Yeonjun got his first period.

When Yeonjun started menstruating first time he was scared as he didn't know what is happening. He didn't know he would have periods and his features will change. He knew he was a femboy but he didn't know anything about femboys. He become more insecure. He called Mrs.Jeon.

"M-mom..." Yeonjun said.

"Can't even speak without stuttering..." His mother said.

"I got my periods...." Yeonjun said.

"Ofcourse you will you disgusted piece of shit... You are not normal..." His mother said and cut the call. Yeonjun cried alot that night. He didn't talk with anyone about it. He became quite. Everyone around him was worried for him. Jungkook, Soobin also Beomgyu tried to talk with him but he didn't tell them. After some days he first time met Taehyung. Also Jungkook got to know about why Yeonjun was silent. That day Yeonjun realized how much it affected the people who love him. After that he talked with Beomgyu and now he was sitting with Soobin. He told Soobin about what happened.

"You know Soobin... I didn’t tell anyone what mother said to me... Not even Jungkook Hyung... You are the only one who know how my mother treats me... Because I know he will confront mother... I don’t want that... I don’t know how can mother say that to her own child..." Yeonjun said with teary eyes. Soobin side hugged him.

"We can’t do anything about these kind of people Junie... She doesn't understand your worth Jun... What we can do is ignore them and work on ourselves and our dreams... If we are not important to them why should we waste our time thinking about them... You chose wrong person to share your problem. Also if you were not comfortable with Jungkook Hyung or me you should've asked us to take you to Doctor or something. Why did you keep getting hurt? We were very worried." Soobin said. Yeonjun felt bad and guilty.

"Don't you think I am freak Soobin? I am not normal... I am neither a girl nor boy... Aren't you disgusted with me?" Yeonjun asked while crying. Soobin hugged him.

"Yeon... Now listen to me without interrupting... Yes you are not normal because you are special... You are precious... And you are lucky that you have both the features of a girl as well as boy... Don’t you think it is a blessing? God made you special... You are a blessing..." Soobin said. Yeonjun looked at him while sniffing.

"But..." Yeonjun started to say something but Soobin stopped him and cupped his cheeks and wiped his tears.

"Shh... Let me ask you something Yeonjun? My father says I am useless... I can't do anything... I am dumb... I am weak... I don’t deserve happiness because I don't talk with him... He says my hyung is better... He says I am their failed project... I am a loser... What do you think about that? My father is saying truth, right?" Soobin asked. Yeonjun shooked his head in denial.

"Ofcourse not Binie... Your father is just jealous of you... He doesn't have anything against you that's why he talks shit... Don’t you dare to believe him..." Yeonjun said while puffing his cheeks. Soobin chuckled and poked his cheeks.

"I don't believe him Yeon... I know it is nothing infront of what your mother says about you... But please try to ignore it... You can always talk to me... Also another question you said your Taehyung Hyung is like you... Do you think whatever your mother said to you is same with Taehyung Hyung? Do you think he is like what your mother says? Do you..." Before Soobin complete it Yeonjun shouted.

"No Soobin... Taehyung hyung is precious... He is kind and warm and beautiful..." Yeonjun said. Soobin smiled warmly.

"Then you are also precious Junie... You are also kind and warm and beautiful... You are the prettiest human being I've ever seen..." Soobin said. Yeonjun felt good after talking with Soobin. Soobin had his way with words. He wouldn't talk much But he knew what to say and how to say. They spent some time together and went to home....