orange → larry

PART ONE

season one .

"Ten years ago..." I shook my head looking at my feet, "Babe, it was ten fucking years ago and I-"

"You can't possibly think talking things through is gonna fix anything for you! You just told me you were gay-"

"I was gay but obviously I'm not now an-"

"Let my finish my god damn sentence Harry! Where was I, oh yeah I was to the part where you told me you smuggled drugs across an international boarder!"

"In all fairness it was drug money not drugs..." I grabbed her hand lacing it with hers, "Caroline, I made a mistake when I was younger with him and I thought I was crazy in love, but once I found out how dangerous and how much trouble he could have got me into I packed my things and headed back to England. I would have much rather spent seeing America with you, not him. You are everything I could have wished for and more."

She looked away for a moment and turned towards the door.

There was a moment of silence and then she spoke, "Its going to be so hard to not watch mad men while you're gone."

"But you wont right?" I smiled looking into her blue eyes.

"Of course I wont."

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"This is the last time I'm gonna drive for 15 months.." I said while my car came to a stop at the prison gates.

"There's gonna be a lot of 'last time in 15 months', babe. It's just gonna be that way and I know its gonna be hard, but you're so strong and I know you can do it." She grabbed my face looking me straight into the eye, "I love you Harry."

"I-I love you too, Caroline."