Possesive

Chapter 5

There i was feet, then inches, my hand touching the door knob, turning slowly, opening the door to freedom. This was it, i thought to myself. I finally did it! The door opening enough that a breeze of fresh air came through. I was just about to open it enough to get my body through.........only to have it slammed in front of my face. I gasped with fear, as i heard growling behind me. Not only could i hear the anger in his growl, i could feel it to, burning through the bite, as the sensation traveled through all parts of my body. I started to tear up. 

"Where do you think your going?!" He yelled, so close i could feel his hot minty breath on my neck. 

"I was jus.....no where." i answered sadly. There it was, i finally gave up, i wasnt going anywhere for now. Unless i could somehow gain super strength and speed......which wasnt going to happen, so i was stuck. 

"Damn straight your not going anywhere!" He said still yelling and growling at the same time. I shrieked back from the rage in his voice. He spun me around and pushed me against the door, pushing up against me, looking down at me since he was so damn tall, well everyone was compared to me. 

"I thought i was going to be able to trust you." He spoke in a saddened voice, making me let one tear go. I didnt like the fact i had hurt him, i didnt like that he couldnt trust me.....it hurt me as well. 

"No, you can im sorry please hun, i dont know what i was thinking." i said soothingly.

"How am i suppose to trust you if you keep pulling stunts like this i mean come on lex, your gonna be like the boy who cried wolf." 

I frowned. Now i was mad, he was questioning me, of all people, when i should be the one questioning him!

"Well sorry, how the fuck would you feel if someone you only saw once, which was from a dream, chased you down seductively in school, and killed an innocent boy, then drugged you, and brought you back to a house only god knows where, then was bitten by force, and fucking yelled at?!" I screamed while more tears crept out of my eyes unwillingly.

His expression softened and his eyes returned to the beautiful blue color that i loved.

"Im sorry." he whimpered, backing away from me, turning around and headed back upstairs to the bedroom, slamming the door behind him. 

I let out a few more tears, and wiped them away. I hated this, the door was right there, unprotected i could try this again, possibly succeed this time. But like he said if i did this again he would never ever trust me. I wanted him to trust me for 2 reasons. One, that fucking feeling that connected me to him made me ache if i didnt. And two, maybe if i gained his trust that would help me sneak out later on in the future. I was a persistent bitch, i wasnt going to give up just yet. I stopped thinking, he can read my thoughts. All i could think about was him, and wanting him to be happy. Fuck trying to get away, for now.

I let out a sigh, and walked up stairs through the dark grey hallways, and to our bedroom door... i mean his bedroom door. I turned the knob not even thinking if it was locked or not. I walked in and shut the door gently behind me. I walked in and saw him sprawled across the bed, face down, with his face shoved in a pillow, i dont think he was crying, but i could feel that i deeply hurt him.

I walked over to the bed, and sat next to him, rubbing his back softly, creating goose bumps on his back. He turned his face to mine, our eyes locked on eachother. 

"Look im sorry for what i said, what i did, it wont happen again. I promise. Im yours.....and only yours." 

I managed to sputter out. Those words that i hated the most, just for him, a guy that i loved. Wait what no i didnt love him. I couldnt i barely knew him. A smile plastered across his amazingly sexy ass face.

"What?" i asked innocently and curiously because i honestly had no idea why he grinning.

"You love me." he said huskily.

"No i dont." i said shaking my head, looking down. He put his hand under my chin, making our eyes meet once again. Ugh i loved his icy blue eyes.

"Babe, i can read your thoughts, and i can feel everything thing that you feel." i just nodded not knowing what to say or do. 

I was confused because maybe i did love this stranger from my dream. I wouldnt know because my whole life i spent building mental walls, blocking people, especially boys out of my life. Trying not to get attached since i knew it would only bring me pain. I mean look what happened to that bitch Barbara, my dad left her, i mean who wouldnt though, and she ended in a wreck. She's still fucked up.

Well look at that, there is a bright side to this, i dont have to be around that bitch.

I yawned as i stared deeply into his blue eyes, and ran my fingers through his black hair with unique golden streaks, smiling. Maybe i could get use to this.

"How about we get some sleep, and maybe tomorrow go back to school?" He whispered in my ear, making my skin tingle. I simply nodded to tired to talk, as he pulled the covers over us, spooning me. it felt nice to have his warm protective body against mine.

Oh yeah, i could defininetly get use to this.