Echoes of Obsession: The Silent Whispers of Fate (Choso X Reader)

Chapter One: Captive in a Sick World of Desire

(A.n. This story is so fucked up, I'm sorry guys (  ; u ;))
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!!!Warning!!!

This story contains mature themes, explicit sexual assault scenarios, rape, violence, and explicit language. The protagonist, you, has a history of suicide attempts and mental health issues. The narrative also includes dark humor and intense situations.
Remember, the story was written by a non-native speaker, but I ensured to maintain clarity and confusion.
You've been warned.
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Enjoy your reading. (^^)
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The quiet sounds of the forest animals surrounded by complete darkness always relaxed her. Wandering through the depths of the unexplored areas in the darkness, lightened only by a weak flashlight, trying to find a good place to relax and forget about the everyday worries her.

A place where she wouldn't be judged or annoyed by any idiot. This night did not deserve to be called fascinating, it was a night like any other. Well, except for the fact that it was just another sleepless night.

She snuck out quite often, she experienced a lot, and flashbacks of the previous events terrified her until the present. It was just another of her sleepless nights, that's the reason why she snuck out.
As she trudged through the muddy field towards the forest, she couldn't help but feel a sense of dread.

She was certain this was a terrible idea, if her teachers would notice her absence, she'd get a terrible punishment, but on the other side, she would go insane if she didn't sneak out from time to time just to get her thoughts together and relax. She did have a lot of issues and problems, she didn't have any close friends before, and her parents had to send her to a boating school because of that one tragic event that happened in the past. She must admit it, it was the best decision they've ever made. Luckily she got to know new people and made new friends at Jujutsu High.

This school was not like any other, a special aura surrounded the school building which gave it, its spark. Unfortunately, the past events kept her up all night, she couldn't forget about that one day when it all happened. She wandered into the forest, this time she wanted to walk on a different patch to find a new place to relax. There were plenty of trees, bushes, some weird rocks lying all over the patch, and a lot of different similar stuff.

After a while, she spotted a shimmering surface behind the trees in front of her sight. She adored being in the woods, it wasn't the case that she was an introvert, but she just needed some time to be alone for a while.

Cheerfully she walked closer to this beautiful sight, moonlight was reflecting on the surface of the water, which made it look even more spectacular. Today wasn't windy at all, it was quite a warm summer night. A sudden thought came into her mind, she wanted badly to swim in the beautiful-looking water in front of her. She didn't think twice, and she started to strip her clothes off, exposing her pale skin to the darkness.

Her body was shimmering in the moonlight, and a lot of people were jealous of her looks. Her doll-like face, her soft, shiny hair, her figure, and simply her body of a goddess made everyone look at her as she passed by.

She hated the way she looked like, she was insecure of her looks, of the way her breasts looked, of her hair color, of her legs and stretch marks. She hated all the noticeable bruises all over her body, her scars, and the story behind them. It was one of her many issues which she couldn't help, but simply live with it.

Of course, she wanted to live like every other person, not showing her weaknesses and looking blissful without any problems, she even worked on that lately. As the years passed by she developed a thick layer that protected her and helped her get her confidence back, since then she hasn't shown anyone her weaknesses or her struggles. She swore to herself that she would never again show her weaknesses and wouldn't let anyone hurt her like back then.