( this chapter contains sickness and depression)
Y/n's pov:
So here I am in Barcelona something i've always dreamed of. But it wasn't always easy.
I live with my dad now in Barcelona just about a month. My dad bought the house because he thinks it would be good for me. I agree with that I hope it makes me feel a bit better. I suffer from depression for about 2 years now. Sometimes i think it gets better but then its just a happy period of time.
You would think why? Well because of all the thing that happend, I know others people have it worse. So I always said to myself that I keep my feelings to myself. Because I feel like if I want to tell anyone, that I look like an attention seeker and I don't like to talk about my feelings. So i'll keep it short.
When I was young I had a great childhood but there were family problems. When you are young you have no clue about what the've done and said.
The relationsships between my family started to break. How older you get, how the more you understand.
And I got switched in many different classes. Then the worst thing came, my mom died from cancer when I was fifteen. So my dad and sister were the only that were left cause the family didn't contact us anymore and we didn't either . My sister decided she wanted time and moved. She barely contact us and it hurts my dad. Although I'm depressed I can't leave my dad, he means everything to me.
So my dad wanted a fresh start. And I think its good for both of us, I see my dad a bit happier now and it makes me feel better seeing happy.
He did found out I was depressed cause I didn't even have the energy anymore to even smile, I always was mad at everyone. He helped me to talk to someone but I didn't say much to my therepist. It was just a better feeling that I could get my anger out by being just talking about stupid things. I don't have much contact with her anymore cause we moved.
Back to the happy part we're in Barcelonaaaaa. So happy about the fact my dad will be working at fc Barcelona. The club I've been fan of for about 3 years now and I love it. Although I gotta say I don't really know what my dad is going to do, but he help with medical things.
————————————
A/n: heyyy this was my first chapter sorry I know it is a little short. Sorry about the trigger warnings. Just so you know why the character acts (different) sometimes fuhter in the story.
YOU ARE READING
My love~pablogavi
RomanceY/n moved to Barcelona. A place she dreamed of. She struggles with her mental health. What will happen if she meets Pablo. Is she going to shut him out or does she let him in?
