always in my heart darling j x n Maybe X V

part 1 * v and n's true feelings*

J pov
As I lay in bed that night awake head pounding stomach in agony and my head was full of N I might get a chance to see him when I go into sleep mode but I couldn't help it anymore I liked him too much but how do I like him no I can't what would the company think of it I was his leader I'm not meant to like him or v so I feel down on the bed crying it wasn't loud but someone must have heard me cuz I heard shuffling outside my room I could hear v and N
V: did you get woken up too N
N: yeah I heard crying
V: it wasn't me
N: definitely not me
V: wait no way it's j
N: j crying unbelievable
V: N maybe I should check on her
V pov
I knocked on j's door to check on her arfter we heard her crying it's weird that she would be awake at this time she didn't answer me
V:* knocks* j are you awake
J: yeah I'm awake
V: are you crying
J: a little
V: can I come in
J: ok * sniffs*
I open the door and see j on the bed as I park myself next to her as I put my arm around her
V: I know how you feel about people hugging you with the company rules and stuff but I can't let you be like this
but she hugged me back but she was crying
V: j how about we go for a walk ok
J: ok
So we walk out and N sees us
V: N j and I are going to go on a walk for a while
N: ok can you hunt for a bit too
V: Sure
Outside
We headed out for our walk I was hoping to conffess my feelings to her it's against company rules to date the leader of the squad but I'm sure Tessa will be fine with it as she's nice anyway we sit on the roof of an abandoned shop suddenly she reaches for my hand and clasped it
V: uh I I think this is pretty obvious now but are we gonna try at least
Without another word I looked into my eyes her teary eyes feel fixed on mine
Her fingers pulled me closer are lips were almost touching she put her nose or visor whatever we were facing each other and she whispered
J: i like you too v
Our lips connect and we kissed
We heard clapping N was there
N: about time ladies
J: what about you N it's your turn
N blushes and speaks
N: j v this is from the bottom of my heart I like you too