Today was a rainy day so i just spend my time in my bed thinking about what happened yesterday i didnt even noticed that it was already 4 pm. And i havent eat lunch i get out of bed and went to see if audrey was here she wasnt here but she left a note saying that she was out with emma and will back at 8 i just nodded a little at that and went to the kitchen to do some noodles for me
I did the noodles and went to the living room to watch some movies i was just watching the 3 movie when i just fall asleep
"Youngseo dear wake up" audrey said to me as i get up "what hour is it?" I asked her seeing that it was already dark outside
"Its 10 pm go to your bed okay tommorrow its going to be a long day" i just nodded and heas to my bed and almost instantly fell asleep
~NEXT DAY~
I was woken up by my alarm seeing the clock it was 8 am i get up went to shower and put this
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I put a little bit of makeup and then went to the car with audrey to go to mnet
We get ther and get in to the hideout to meet the girls "Hii" kirs, emma and latrice were already there we greeted them back and sit while chatting when "Hello Hello how are you girlies?" Said ling getting in "Why so happy?" Latrice said to her chuckling a little bit "Why cant i be happy??" Lind said offended "Its not that, youre just so energetic" Kirs responded to her "Well i did get a coffe before coming here so that might be" ling said we all nodded when the producer told us to go down
We sit at the pink color and with that start the filming "So first choose and ace of your team" none of us wanted to go so kirsten went and battle today i wasnt really feeling good idk why i just dont feel like it so the day went really fast they were ace battles, group battles and also some duo battles and finally the result of the No respect dancer were out
In first place was wolf lo with 12 wins and 3 looses the second place was mannequeen with 8 wins and 6 looses thirs was bebe with 6 wins and 3 looses the fourth place was taken by us with 6 wins and also 6 looses at fifth place was deep n dap with 5 wins and 6 looses then tsubakill with 4 wins and 6 looses then 1 million with 4 wins and 11 looses and at the end lady bounce with 1 win and 9 looses
"And the next mission is.... Class mission the groups will be divided in 6 classes leader class, sub leader class, middle class, rookie class and the new one ace class for all classes there will be one main dancer which is going to direct the coreograph and video also before that you got to chose a choreo which suits the most" i nodded at that as i listened carefully for the first time in the day "The leader can go and divide the group" kirs and all the leader went as the rest of us went to our hideout
"You good?" Lusher approach to me and asked "Yeah just a little down today" lusher nodded and gived me a hug and went to her team
Kirsten get back and telled us in which class we were as we were chatting a bit the tv sudenly lit up and showed "Leaders class 'smoke'" must be the song we listened to all the song of the classes they were really good ngl till "Ace class 'One of the girls' by the weeknd, Lily Rose deep and Jennie" we all shouted excitedly at that hearing for the first time the song
"Okkkk this my song I'm going to take the main dancer position for sure" i said 100% sure the next thing i knew is that we only had 12 hours to come with 30 seconds of it so i get my things and went to the studio that is close to my house to practice and make the choreo
I wanted this to be in heels so yeah it was going to be a sexy one for suree
It was already about 9 pm and i havent eated anything i wasnt hungry so it was okay i kept on practicing to do it perfect for tommorrow i felt my phone stop the music beacause someone was calling i picked it up
"Youngseo omg you're alive thanks god" audrey said running out of breath "mmm yeah what happened?" I said confused "I have been trying to reach for hours where are you and when you coming back?" She said scolding me a little "oh sorry im in the studio idk when im coming back but dont wait me" she hummed a little and then we hang up at that exact moment i started to feel a little dizzy and then everything went black
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I ended up doing the part of the choreo that was needing and started to arrange my things when i heard a loud thud comming from the other studio i went ther to check what happened and when i entered my heart stopped beating for a moment everything happened so fast and before i knew i was at the clinic waiting for her to wake up "mmm" she stirred a little and then tried to get up "oh no no dont even try" i said to her "what happened?" She answered me i think she doesnt get who i am "i dont know you tell me youngseo" i said a little mad "Bada?" No sherlock "yes?" I said to her "what you doing here?" She really is so dumb sometimes "helping you out now tell me why havent you eaten?" She looked at me serious "Why you care?" This girl really "Beacause i care for you now tell me" youngseo sighed a little "i forgot thats all what hour is it" she rolled her eyes a little "Yeah sure you forgot its 10 pm" she widens her eye "and my things i have to get back" she said panicking "Oh no no you're coming with me i already talked to audrey" if looks could kill i would ve dead now "Why you tell her? Omg she goin to kill me and no im not going to your place" omg fr? "Im not asking and i had to tell her she is your friend" she then mumbled a little whatever
I helped her stand up and get her things done we get to my car and went to a store so she could get something to eat i would cook for her but theres is nothing in my house so yeah
We get to my appartment and get in i took out one of my shirts and some shorts for youngseo to wear "You still have this?" She was reffering to the short it was her but she left it in my house so when she sleeps with me she could change "Yeah" she nodded and went to change i went and changed to in the other bathroom "im going to sleep in the couch if you need anything let me know" i said to her i didnt wanted to sleep there but i didnt want to make her uncomfortable "no its okay you can sleep with me if you want" she blushed while saying that i nodded at her and get in bed "goodnight bada" she said to me in her little sweet voice "goodnight love" gosh i have missed her so much i want to cuddled her i want to protect her from everyone and everything she is so beatiful and precious i was thinking to much so i get in position to sleep when i felt two arms wrap around me i turn around and saw her sleeping peacefully and snuggling in me i put my hands in her waist and cuddled till sleep
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A little late bu yeah here is it im not well today im planing on breaking up with my boyfriend but i still dont know if its the right desition we have been together for 7 months and idk its hard so yeah i might be not writting to much
