You and I :: HYUNMIN / SEUNGJIN (DISCONTINUED)

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‼️Drug use, coarse language, mild homophobia, suicidal comments, mentions of SH, emetephobia/ ED warning

6:30AM

"YOU WHAT-" Jisung squealed with joy for the younger boy.

"We kissed. I dunno." Seungmin said quietly playing with his fingers.

"Why are you so worried?" Jisung asked

"Because.. he's the most well-known person at our college. He's popular as fuck, and girls are always all over him. I didn't even know he was.. I dunno.. fruity? What if he's just fucking with me so he can lie about me to his friends? Like what if he pulls the 'I played the ugly gay kid' card. That'd be fucked up. AND IM AROACE. WHY AM I FEELING LIKE THIS IF IM AROACE" Seungmin was upset.

Jisung hugged him. "Dude. You're only aroace because you got used. But that doesn't have to dictate your love life!" Jisung pulled away from the hug and put his hands on his best friends shoulders. "You, Kim Seungmin, are one of the strongest people I know. You'll figure it out. Maybe you're just asexual? Or maybe you're neither aromantic or asexual."

Seungmin sighed and hugged his friend. "We have barely known each other for two weeks and we have already kissed. I don't even know if I like him like that. Like, sure it made me feel funny in my stomach, but I wouldn't... date him."

Jisung shrugged. "You want a joint?" He asked.

"Sure."

8AM

They were very giggly and giddy as they were walking to their college campus. Seungmins bag had a little baggie of weed in it with his papers and filters.

It felt like everyone was staring at them. Seungmin hated it. He covered his smile when he laughed from then on, so people wouldn't judge him for what he thinks is an 'ugly' smile.

He saw Hyunjin with Minho and Felix, and with the boldness he gained from being high, he decided to walk up to him.

"Hey Jinnieee" Seungmin said.

"Um... hey." Hyunjin replied as if he didn't know the boy.

Seungmin looked at Hyunjin, their eyes meeting. 'He said he wasn't going to hang out with them anymore.' Seungmin thought to himself.

Hyunjin noticed that Seungmins eyes were bright red and he sighed. "Come with me" he said.

The two other boys looked confused.

"Where are you taking the faggot?" Minho yelled out laughing, Felix snickering beside him.

"I'll be back!" He yelled back blankly.

Seungmin was holding onto his arm. As they walked past Jisung, Hyunjin grabbed his wrist to make him follow.

"Yo what the fuck" Jisung stumbled.

"Sit the fuck down. Both of you." Hyunjin said sternly, taking eye drops out of his bag.

"You're both fucking stupid. Seungie put your head up."

Seungmin put his head up, and Hyunjin put three drops in each eye, which he then did to Jisung.

"You's need to know what you need. Here. Keep this." Hyunjin handed Seungmin the eye drops before walking back to his group.

"I thought you weren't going to hang out with them anymore." Seungmin said with a somewhat angry tone.

Hyunjin stopped walking and turned around. "I don't want word of... us.. getting around, Seungmin. I'll be fucking slaughtered." He replied quietly.