𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓾𝓻𝔂'𝓼 𝓵𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓻

𝓚𝓪𝓽

6 years ago

When I was in class I was not thinking much other then my brother about to leave for collage. I was not ready for my brother to leave me, we were so close to each other he was one of my best friends and I was not ready to lose him. While I was in my own thoughts I had not realized the teacher was hovering over me "Ms., Carson, tell me were we are in the book" I shot up staring up at the teacher. I looked at my best friend to see if she would tell me the answers but she was writing away the notes " sorry sir i was not paying attention" i whisper but he still heard me. Mr. Wilson walk so firmly back to the white bored and gave me the hardest glare and went back to the lesson.

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After the last bell rang I sat in the hallways waiting for my brother to pick me, my father had been away on business so my brother had been watching me over the last few days. After almost about an hour in waiting I new my brother was not coming.. Until i saw a tall figure walking into the core doors i could not tell who it was but i knew it wasn't my brother this dude was to tall to be my brother. Once the figured man was close to me I knew it was my brother best friend. The best friend my brother had known since he was 4, this man had seen me in diapers. I have not seen this guy in almost a few 2 years, He had a massive glow up "you ready kitty?" I hated when he called me that but he always called me that "yeah" i gave him a look that i hated being called that. A chuckle left his mouth, I saw him holding helmets, he handed my the red one. I looked up at him in such a confused way "i never knew you road a motorcycle" He looked at me while putting the blue helmet on his head "ive been riding it since last year, i promise i am really good so no need to be scared" He took the red helmet and started putting it on me. I moved his hands "I can do it myself" glaring up at him "my bad" we left the middle school and walked to his motorcycle. I stared as he got onto his bike "I'm really scared" I mumbled but he heard me. He got off his bike and looked me in my eyes.. I tightened my grip on my backpack strings. He placed a hand on top of the helmet "I promise on my life kitty I won't let anything happen to you" he said as I started getting red in the face, thank god he couldn't see my face.

Half way in the through the drives we hit a bump and I wrapped my arms tighter around his waist. I heard this noise come from his mouth it was a groan. I guess I was holding on too tight, he lightly unleashed my arms a little bit. After about 20 more minutes we made it to my house. As zane was getting off the bike I just sat there, staring at my brother car trunk open full of his stuff, after a second or two I hadn't realized zane was picking me up off his motorcycle and carrying me to the door like some kind of baby "Hey! Put me down will you! I'm not a baby I'm a 13 year old girl!" He dropped me down and didn't have time to flatten my feet so I feel on the floor. He gave me a hand up and we went inside my brother had dinner on the table, I knew why he did this, he knew chicken Alfredo was my favorite food and that it always put me in a happy mood but.. I was in no happy mood. We all sat down and ate our food until my brother decided to open his big mouth and say "kat I'm guessing you already but I'm leaving for college tomorrow dad should be back in the morning so I'll still be here to eat breakfast and saying goodbye" I stared at him mouth opened.. I chocked on my food when I heard "leaving for collage tomorrow" I felt a tear leave my eyes before I pushed my plate away and ran upstairs. I sat on my bed hugging my favorite plush my mom gave me before I heard a knock on the door "come in" I tried to wipe my tears away. Zane came through my door he was wearing his motorcycle jacket he was leaving to.. "hey kitty you doing all right?" I stared at me while sitting on the edge of my bed "yeah I'm just really sad James is leaving, even you!" I started to ramble on when I hadn't even noticed he pick up my DIARY that had the page open of a cut out picture and hearts all around him and a poem saying "zane my dear zane roses are red,violet are blue and I think I'm the one for you boo" I quickly grabbed the book out of his hand while he just stared at me "you don't just grab stuff that's not yours!" He looked me right in the eyes saying the worst thing that I could ever hear "kitty, I'm way to old for you, I need you to stop writing stuff like that and stop liking me because your just my my best friends little sister" that sentence changed my whole feeling towards him.. it hurt me so much i just sat there and stared not even realizing he left the room until I heard the door shut.

Author notes•
This first part is just about how James, kats brother and his best friend are leaving for college, when she hears the news she upsets and run to her room when all of the sudden zane walks in and sees her diary and tell her that she's just her brother best friends little sister.. thank you so much for taking your time to read my story if you have any idea for my book feel free to reach out to me and lmk❤️ and if you see any mistakes lmk🤞🤞