blank screens, dirty sheets and other unfortunate things

petty heartbreak of a teenage douche bag

if I am honest
I never truly thought we'd make it this far
it's been about
3 months or so
and I can feel us falling apart
me:
falling away in the sense that I am so
damn tired
of trying to keep your attention
and trying to be
beautiful
enough for you
you:
the way of just plain
not giving a fuck about me anymore
and loving someone better

I don't know.

but I have grown to only know your company and if you were to be
absent
then I'd probably

lose my fucking mind.