Who Is War Wanarat?

Agony and Misery

24 April 2022:

Yin POV:

"Baby, are you sure that you are ready for this?"

"Yes, my handsome prince, I'm sure."

"WHAT DID YOU CALL ME???"

"Yiiinnn, ssssshhh. Don't yell like that."

"I'm sorry. What... DID YOU CALL ME. OH MY GOD, I'M YOUR PRINCE. AAAGGHHH! I'M SOO HAPPY."

He sighed. "My handsome prince is really loud."

I couldn't resist and kissed his cheek. He tried to avoid me.

"Ouww :( you hurt me baby. Are you embarrassed of me?"

"No, of course not! I'm just a shy person and I've never experienced public displays of affection before."

"Baby... look around you. There is no 'public' here."

He looked at his left and right. "Are you sure?"

"Yes... I am very sure."

We were walking hand in hand towards this big, empty parking lot in the deserted area of the city. I was gonna leave him there and get back to the car. I wanted to walk with him for a while to calm his nerves a bit.

When I said that I was sure, he pulled my hand very strongly and turned me to him. Then he kissed me on my lips very strongly. But he backed off really quick.

"Is that all for your prince?:("

"Don't pout. I'll kiss you many many times after today, I promise."

I smiled.

He might not be a sorcerer but he sure knew his magic.

This was supposed to be the hardest moment of my life. Me... leaving him for this.

And it was hard.

But, when he was by my side, holding my hand like this, I was feeling like there was nothing we cannot do together. That we cannot overcome.

And that was making everything easier than it ever was.

When we came to the place, we stood in silence for a while. I intended to comfort him but I also wanted to give him space to express his feelings. May be he needed just that.

After a while, I decided to speak. War beat me to it.

"Yin... Before I met you, I believed that I was broken on the inside. I believed no one could like me the way that I am.

But... you do.

I believed, nothing in this fucking world matters.

But... you do.

I believed, I could trust no one.

But I do.

I told you that I didn't come close to ever loving someone, and that was true.

It's not true now.

I know that we know each other less than a month. I will not say those words to you right now because I want us to be ready. But... that's how close I am to that feeling now.

You mean so much to me Yin. Thank you... for everything. I also bought you a little gift and put it in the drawer of the night stand on your side of the bed.

If anything goes wrong tod-"

"Sssshhhhh. No baby. Nothing will happen to you.

I also have a gift for you. Gun and I tried to invent a sort of amulet for protecting the mind. And I managed to make that in heart shape. I hope it works."