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January 8, 2023

I want to beg you to start over again

I miss you

But you don't miss me IG

I really need you

But fuck...why is it so easy for you lose me ...

Why? Babi why?

I just wanna tackle you and hug you but I can't

Because you don't want me

You choose a toxic unhealthy stupid situationships

Instead of our healthy relationship

You choose them over me

That hurt more than you think you're hurting me because of your situationships

It's like they're more important than me, us, they're more important to you than us being together again

Am I not enough?

Are you really not satisfied with me?

Was all the love, care and loyalty have I given to you not enough?

I trusted you with my secret

I trusted you, it was my decision but it was your choice to break it

Just how am I not enough for you?

Just what did I do wrong?

What did I missed?

What the FUCK DID I DO TO LOSE YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN?!

I don't want to fall in love anymore, no I don't want to, not again

Just what did I do?

Why the fuck would you choose something so stupid and toxic... Why

I wanna hate you but fuuucckk.i still fucking love you I don't know why, I can't explain it but I still fucking love you I still do ...

I hate you so much that you made me fall for you this much without doing anything...fuck you, my love

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