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HARLEM NYC — 4:44PM — MONDAY
⋆DD's pov :
I sat in my room smoking a blunt. Staring at the ceiling and shit. Felt like I was in a illusion or something
Thinking about times I've made Dee happy and sad. I hate seeing her sad. It hurt me but I put her through so much shit.. just reminiscing off of our memories and conversations
FLASHBACK
"Stop d!" Dee laughed as I tickled her. "You gotta say the magic word." I laughed at her uncontrollable laughter . "P-Please stoppp." She dragged as she laughed
"Ight Ight." I said as I flopped over next to her and stared at her trying to catch her breath.. "what?" She said staring back. I noticed her slight rosy cheeks. "You so pretty mama." I told her
"Thank you pa." She replied diving her face into the oversized hoodie I let her borrow.. I removed it as she tried to hide the blush. "Stop dd." She said smiling "imma marry you one day." I told her smiling back at her. Her smile kinda dropped and she stared at the ceiling
"You don't wanna marry me?" I asked her. Considering it just lowered her mood. She was an easy girl to read. Sensitive, nice when you get to know her, nd cool asf. Her actions speaker louder than her words. That's why she stood out the way she did.
"Do you ever think we'll make it to that point?" She asked, lowering her voice. "I hope, I have faith." I leaned over and pecked her on the cheek . She turned back to look at me. My eyes locking with hers, then her lips and back to her eyes.
I gave her a kiss and held it for a mintue.. kisses like that need to last forever.
FLASHBACK OVER . . .
Now I think about that thinking would we ever make it too that point.. I had been doing her bad and not even trying to challenge my self to focus on her.
I called her and asked her to come over. I sat up on the side of my bed sitting the blunt that was now a roach in the ash tray
I sat up worrying myself, how could I commit to being a better boyfriend? I rubbed my eyes due to stress and the lack of sleep I sat in that position for idk how long because by time I looked up Dee had walked into my room
"You okay David?" She asked as she walked over to me and stood in between my legs. She probably immediately noticed the bags under my eyes and my eyes were extremely low. She pulled me into a hug, my head rested on her stomach. I wrapped my arms around her waist.
