If only i could go back in the hands of time to cherish what we once had ,maybe I would have a better understanding to life,i miss those moments when u enlightened my soul and made me feel like i belonged somewhere,where do i start if i dont know what piece of me landed astray , I've always been soothed by your presence,but now your absence gives me a dull glimpse of life ,i know I've let you go for your happiness but i feel empty without you ,it aches my heart that ill never get those annoying moments with you ,and ill never get the chance to feel your warm embrace,that always had a way of bringing a smile to my face ,and all that's left is the memories we've shared ,ive always made it about me and never about you , I've pushed you to a certain route that u choose never to cross paths with again ,i wish i had one last moment before u promised to start yours,ive always felt out of place but u always made sure i had a smile,u always told me not to say "i love you all the time"cause it felt so unreal,but now i know those words are only kept for a certain time,and if i had gone back in time i would sell a piece of me just to hear you tell me that again ,i would make sure never to underestimate what you once felt ,what once was, a loving soothing place for me to be myself ended up being a dull place where i tend to see a stranger that was once my home ,a soul that bleed although gave its all ,i always loved you and always will i guess i did find my true love someday in a lifetime, mistakes tend to get the most of us but its okay we will find the love we shared someday in the future
