Trust

chapter 8: the end is never near

For all the people that have been raped before I made this for you to show you shouldn't be scared to share you're story. Here's how I got better.

After it happened my brain put it in the back of my head never to be seen again until I started getting panic attacks and I didn't know why and of course therapy didn't help because I didn't even know what it was. Then came the darkest times of my whole life.

One night I was suspecting to have a panic attack as usual but something very different happened. My legs started shaking and soon followed my torso and then my hole body. I was still conscious in a way that I knew it was happening but I was couldn't think everything was just peaceful this was around a year after everything happened .

I started going to doctors and did a lot of procedures but they never found out what it was so I went to stress management and healing and I went to therapy. From there I could finally start talking about it after 2 years. I am still not completely healed but I am enough to write this which is important to me that people out there who are scared and still confused about everything that happened can read this to know you're not alone

So I still go to therapy and still get scared sometimes but in hard times like these you have to tell people and find people you trust so they can help you.

Thank you so so much for reading my story. <3