it's complicated

after long time !!!

Jungkook grew happy once he knew you were coming to meet up , after avoiding him from so long , it was all his plan to get to you through lily.

You walked through the gate , and saw him waiting for you already. Seeing him after a long time. It did affected you a bit.
And after the kiss it was quiet evident , you didn't wanted to face him.
Or should I say , you didn't wanted to accept the change that he was creating in your heart.

For him he tried few times , but at last give up after he heard your father passed away , he wanted to give you space.
But meanwhile he didn't knew that In that time Ren would be the one you'll choose to be with.

Finally..you realised that's someone was waiting for you to comeback..

You knew he would taunt you sarcastically but you had no intention to extent any argument with him.

How have you been ?

You asked keeping you hands on the table while he smiled and nodded while taking the menu in his hand.

All good and fine..as you can see..

He  acted wierd , he was being too good and sweet that was confusing   ordering two coffees,  you both sat silent for a while.

I heard..you broke up with lily..

You asked making circles around the cup he hummed in response while not looking at you.

You shouldn't have told her..about the kiss..and dating and all...

You hesitated now a bit,  he chuckled and  shook his head before speaking.

To be honest..I was just trying to get on you.. so I think that lie was worth it..and about the kiss..you know that wasn't a lie..

He was too blunt for this , it somewhere made you heart flutter. You still know how you suppressed your growing feelings towards them.

Y/n... he softly called you , and you looked up at his eyes , those eyes were telling a total diffrent emotion you hummed.

Let's be friends like before..I miss that y/n..

You came there thinking of giving him a good lesson for lying,  but instead you were listening to him calmly.
You were speechless.

Everything was normal,  untill those stupid feelings in you both interupted , that's what you think.

He was still looking at you for  a answer , but your inner feelings were warning you to not return.
As you know somewhere still you have a soft corner for jungkook.

My life has changed how can things be still same..I think..you should go ahead with your life..not think about it anymore..  you waited for few seconds after saying that,  and suddenly stood up to leave. But a hand interupted you from walking.
Jungkook didn't let the grip.

Are you worried..that I might..fight with Ren again ?

You don't have to worry...I accept you and him, 

You looked at him in amaze and,  he was speaking like he has never spoke to you.
You sat back when the sun was going down , you felt the need to be there for a while.