THE GAMMA'S MATE

Alan's jealousy

Alan's POV

we broke up and  I miss her, meaning she's my mate, of course, I miss her I rejected her and she accepted the rejection.

 after waiting for me for so long I feel so bad because I do love her, sometimes I sneak out to see her she's peaceful doing so much stuff and I know that she misses me 

I passed by her friend's bar and she was sometimes singing and helping him with a customer and I just watched

 sometimes I imagine what my life would be like with her but I am sure that I made the right decision.

 My father made the mistake of leaving with his mate and abandoning me and my sister. I will never forgive him for that.

 I have to take care of my sister.  I couldn't let something like that happen to my little girl, she's only three months old and every day I fall more in love with her, 

her little hands, her little feet, all so tiny, she is the most beautiful thing that has happened to me in my life. 

standing in a corner of the bar looking out I see how people start applauding and they are serving and shouting and curiosity won't let me and I enter the bar and what I see blows my senses my inner wolf is so angry and that's how i fell too.

I see a guy sitting in the chair on top of the stage and she is sensually taking off her blouse dancing in front of him 

with the sleeve of her blouse, she ties his hand behind the chair and starts the song, her movements are so sensual and sexy 

the way  she dances is as if she wanted to let out a person that is inside her. 

She is strangely beautiful with her red hair like the color of fire, Her curls are so unruly and right now they are loose and free.

one eye blue like the sea and the other green like the forest,many people think they are contact lenses but I know they are the color of her  real eyes they are so beautiful her body is perfect I know I know how hard she  workout. 

 her sensuality is unheard of she is not dancing vulgarly but she is too sensual for my taste and my wolf does not agree with this 

I look around and I see men and women looking at her with their eyes glued on her they are fucking her with their eyes

I don't like it at all, I think to myself when will this music end? and a guy next to me said, I hope this song never ends,

 I could kill him right now, finally the song is over, I'm just waiting for her to come out and I don't know what I'm capable of doing.

My anger didn't let me wait, I grabbed her by the wrist and took her out the back of the bar going to give her a piece of my mind

Damn, maybe she doesn't realize all those men who were looking at her. I imagine what was going through they mind.

 I'm full of rage right now. Ah, my sanity is betraying me. I'm out of control and I don't know what I'm capable of.