I feel that Alpheus going to lost Aria, but Aria isn't losing..
But I'm more sure that I lost everything, my dad's parents and my grandpa, my mom's dad..
I feel that I don't remember his voice when he died..
I miss him because I loved my grandpa when he was alive..
Who know? Nobody don't ask me for my grandpa or I has friends..
In my school, I has friends from primary but I don't know about myself..
I going to be stress..
What's wrong to me?
What I have?
I lost my grandpa?
And I feel Alpheus and I like as Alpheus?
Yes..
Because he going to lost everything but he don't know what he doing because he was worried for his friend, Aria.
While I lost my grandpa when I was 6 years old, someone makes me bullying, everything!..
If you lost anyone from your family? Tell me if you want, please..
I tried to be not stress out for your own good..
I was good until the school are open..
I didn't know what I doing..
I going school?
I want to stay home?
Not answer..
My life going be destroyed because of all students!..
I don't know for myself..
I want to be free in my life..
I love my life as always but not really..
I want quiet from all voices from my students's voices in my ears and my brain..
I'm lost of mind..
But someone tell me that I'm not lost of mind..
I tried to reading but I'm not good to reading but to be free and writing there and to reading too.
I going to be stress out..
Tell me, what I doing to I'm not going to stress out if you have an idea..
I tried to not become stress out for your own good...
I will stay strong and I will be here for you, to writing my stories and to reading yet but I promise that I will never leave from there..
I promise...
- alpheus_wifey
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PoezieI writing for myself in the past and now... Just trust me... My life in past, now and in future... 🔮 Not reason, not alive in my family from the past...