The Day My Life Changed

Where am I? (Xx WARNING GRAPHICxX)

It was now Monday. Time to go back to school and see Kyle and Justin again. Fun. I only live five minutes away form hell high, so I decided to walk. I roll over and switch the loud buzzing of my alarm to the soothing sound of Andys voice. I turn it on to fallen angels and jam out. I sing really loudly since I live alone and the people below me are at work. I get up and head to the shower, still singing with Andy.

Ten minutes later I get out of the shower and get dressed. I decide on an All Time Low t-shirt with light grey skinny jeans, my black converse and my gold heart shaped locket my mother gave me before she died. I open it open and she her picture. I stroke her picture with my thumb and feel tears building up so I close it and slid it on. I walk over to my "Wall  of Bracelets" and pick out Black Veil Brides, Pierce the Veil, Sleeping with Sirens, Panic! at the Disco and My Chemical Romance. I wear so many bracelets to cover the scars, some dating back to when I was ten form bulling. I slip on the bracelets and walk to the bathroom. My phone is now playing Unbreakable Heart by Three Days Grace. I turn it up and sing. This song describes my life.

They'll try to take your pride, try to take your soul, They'll try to take over control, They'll look you in the eyes, Fill you full of lies. Believe me there gonna try, so when you're feeling crazy, and things just fall apart, listen to your head, remember who you are. You're the one, you're the Unbreakable heart.

I stop singing and start doing my hair. after thirty minutes I'm done and do my makeup. After fifteen more minutes I grab my black pack with buttons form Doctor Who, Supernatural, Sherlock,  Red Band Society, and various other animes and bands. 

I get outside the door when Maya pays me a visit. "You're such a fucking failure!!" She yells. I keep walking. "Why do you even wear makeup there's no way you can fix that ugly ass face. You're an ugly, fatass! You're worthless and stupid." There's a long pause and I think she's gone when hear "JUST FUCKING KILL YOUR SELF SLUT!!!" I start crying and collapse in a puddle of tears and hit my head on the bench I was standing next to, causing me to go unconscious.

I wake up to see I'm not where I was, and its definitely not a hospital. Its dark and it smells musky, like, like a wet basement? I see two shadowy figures emerge form the darkness. I get scared but look to my left, where someone else is standing, its, its me..... Well a messed version of me. She has cuts all over. Her face, arms. neck, legs, everywhere.  And her eyes aren't my green ones. There not any color at all, they grey and lifeless, like a dead persons. And she has chunks of flesh hanging off her arms. I can Only assume this Maya. I look over to the shadowy figures again when I hear Maya speak.  "Left front pocket. Now!" confused I reach my hand into  my pocket and find.... My blade.

*Oh cliify!! Sorry I haven't been updating. I've been so busy with school and the end of the year and drama with friends and family. But I'm on summer break now so I should be able to update more.

Song I'm listening to Get Out Alive by Three Days Grace.*