After I had Abel and was in the clear and headed back to charming and I stopped by the garage to see how everyone was doing.
"Oh my goodness" I hear as I got Abel's carseat out.
"is that him?" she asked coming closer
"Yeah." I replied
"is he ok?" she asked
I nodded my head and walked over towards the garage office and sat the car seat on the love seat before I carefully got Abel out and handed him to Gemma.
"he looks just like Jax" she says
I gave a half smile.
she noticed and said nothing further just walked behind the desk and held her grand baby.
"you ok you sore or anything?" she asked
"no I'm fine. doctor said I'm clear and that everything is good" I say
"what happened?" she asked
"during my labour?" I asked
"Yeah" she says
"well I went into labour a week before my due date. they done a c-section and rushed him off to the or where he died for a second before he came back. they fixed his belly and heart before they brought him to my room so I could bond with him and see him. which I was so emotional I couldn't do much but cry while holding him. when they check on him during my six week check up that he is a healthy baby and that if anything goes wrong that I am to rush Abel to the hospital and tell them what happened when he was born. when I brought him home I dint want to do anything but love on him hold him and just let him know I'm here and that he isn't alone." I tell her
"Are you coming back for good?" she asked
"it depends" I say
she nods her head before she goes back to holding Abel till he gets fussy. then she gives him to me and I fix my shirt and hold him to my breast where he latches on with no issue and nurtures.
"he's beautiful" she says
"thank you" I replied
when she went to say something else some of the guys showed up.
"Hey Alia" they greeted
I looked over and smiled
"Hi guys" I greet
"that little guy?" Opie asked
"Yep this is Abel" I replied before I carefully sat back.
"he ok?" I hear
I looked at Jax who walked into the office.
"he's perfect" I replied
he looked down in shame.
"I'm so sorry for what I said and what I had done. I shouldn't had let my fears fuck things up between us to the point you'd leave for months" he says
"I wasn't gonna put more stress on our son just cause you wanted to start fights and want to get into disagreements. I had Abel's well being to worry about and that is why I left. " I say
"I don't blame you" he says
"did you cheat?" I asked
he shook his head
"are you lying to me just to keep me from going off on you or divorcing you?" I asked
"I never had time to fuck much less jerk off. I was always helping dad or taking runs and other club ordeals to keep myself busy" he says
"I find out you fucked someone I will divorce you and I will take Abel. I will not be with someone who steps out of their marriage when they purposely ignored their wife and would only talk to her just to start fights or disagreements" I tell him
"I understand" he says
after Abel fed I carefully manuvuer him to my shoulder and fix my top before I grab his burp wrag and place it under him then proceed to burp him.
"My I hold him?" Jax asked
I nodded my head and carefully handed Abel to his father.
"Hi Abel its me your daddy. I'm so sorry I wasn't there for your birth and that I was trying to ruin things and make things worse and difficult for your mommy as she carried you." he says
Abel just yawns and slowly drifts off to sleep.
"he's beautiful man. don't fuck it up with is mom or ruin his life" Opie tells Jax
"I will do my damndest" Jax replied not taking his eyes off our sleeping boy.
