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³real life.

REAL LIFE !

New York City
5:40 pm

the evening sun dipped below the horizon, casting a warm golden glow over the quiet streets of new york. It was peaceful and quiet as she made her way to laurie's house

solána pulled her black bmw to a stop in front of her best friend's house, the engine hummed softly as she waited, tapping her fingers on the steering wheel in rhythm with her racing thoughts.

she couldn't believe she got cheated on so early in the relationship. these past few days solána had noticed something off but she honest to god would have never guessed eli would cheat on her. with a white girl at that

it wasn't like the girl was ugly, she was quite beautiful. solána had spent hours on the girl's page the night before so she was sure. the girl stood at 5'9 with long black hair, each strand possessing a sleek and glossy quality. the darkness of her hair contrasted sharply with her fair complexion bringing out her crystalline blue eyes. she was beautiful

and no matter how much solána denied her jealousy she knew deep down she was,
the girl was a replica of a supermodel.

leave me lonely for prettier women
        you know I need too much attention for shit like that

a few minutes later, laurie burst through the front door, her eyes reflecting a mix of excitement and curiosity. she was genuinely happy that her best friend was getting into the studio. solána grinned as she leaned over to unlock the passenger door

"i know that's right, my bitch in the studio tn"

laurie did her lil dance before hopping in the car. she had been wanted solána in the studio for as long as she could remember.

"i'm nervous. what if i fuck up ri?"

"you wont, just imagine your in you on that fuck ass bandlab" the two girls burst into giggles. "i'm so proud of you lana".

tonight wasn't just about a studio session; it was about channeling the emotions, the heartache, and the healing process through music and she was glad her best friend was there with her.

pulling into the studio parking lot, solána parked her car near the back and turned to laurie. "are you ready for this" lauire glance at her "bitch are you ready?"

solána nodded and got out of the car making her way into the studio with Laurie following closely behind. their booth was already cleaned and set up.

she stepped into the room with her notebook clutched tightly in her hands. behind her, laurie followed with a supportive smile. solána eyes scanned the room, reaching a large bean bag. taking a deep breath, she settled into the beanbag, her fingers brushing the surface of the notebook as she turned to the page she had already started writing

leave me lonely for prettier women
you know I need too much attention
for shit like that
you know you wrong
for shit like that

i could be your supermodel
if you believe
if you see it in me
see it in me, see it in me

tthe song was mostly finished. she just needed to download her mom's voice recording and the song would be done.

"yk how to work the buttons right?"

"yes ma'am, now get your ass in the booth " solána rolled her eyes and made her way into the booth

author notes

this took soooo long to write. I hope you guys are reading it in darkmode.

I also really like the Baskerville font but you guys can choose for now.
let me know if you see any mistakes.

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