To be honest I feel as if I don't deserve you,
Sometimes I feel like coins scattered across a sidewalk when compared to the beauty God himself painted inside your bronze frame,
But I'm glad you still decided to pick up this dime and didn't see me as spare change,
Helping me increase my value without any desired praise,
Some how you saw past the dirt on my exterior formed layer by layer from stagnant relationships,
And made my character shine with your encouraging words,
You treat me like royalty, that just shows me that you saw the king under this peasant's facade,
A man suitable for you, now a princess but soon to be a black queen in all your magnificence,
Being with you I see as nothing less than a blessing because with you by my side the roughest seas feel like a tranquil river,
As your being overwhelms me like a soothing waterfall calming me and awakening my soul,
Washing my past pains away leaving a clean slate for our future like an evening shower,
Words may hold power but for some reason can't begin to express how I feel for you,
Because I refuse to let my feelings for you be ended by full stops, be broken up by syllables or be defined by limited verbs,
Only our hearts can really do any justice speaking a language far beyond the physical world,
They speak to our souls and the only language they speak are emotions even if you can't understand them, I hope they're heard,
So hopefully you're the one to decipher these weird noises comimg from my chest cavity bringing forth transparency,
And I believe in you, because it seems as if you can read me as clearly as that book about The Trilogy,
I pray that you'll always remember me, and I'm not just lost in your memories as the guy who texts' "I miss you" whenever he leaves your side,
Cause I hate times like these, it's like a love/hate relationship with our time apart,
But even if I don't like it, it makes me start to realize what I have in you as a girlfriend and what I will have in you as a partner, a soul mate and lover,
I'm optimistic about our goals and what our future holds that I almost can't keep a secret,
I have anxiety attacks to press fast forward to see how we reach it,
But your a treasure....not a trophy when it comes wives, so I calm down,
Stop and resist the urge because everyone knows that you can't rush perfection,
At the same time blocking the idea of hitting rewind backing out and trying it all again with another dime,
That would be crazy though, who throws away girl of a lifetime for silvers when the girl you already have is golden.
