Waking up is one of the easiest parts of my day, the hard part......getting myself motivated enough to get ready for school. The first day of your senior year is supposed to be the best but when you know your going into it with a broken heart and shattered dreams it tends to not be so good.
My best friend Haley has always been there for me but when I started dating Aaron we kind of stopped talking because I spent all my time with him. I hoped we would work things out because she is a great friend. Today was the day I patched things up with her.
Aaron was who I was really worried about. We broke up over the summer because I caught him with a girl when I tried to surprise him on our 2 month anniversary. I was so stupid to believe he would ever want to be with me. I didnt want to even look at his face. To take my mind off the bad stuff I decided it was time to get dressed so that is what I did.
For my first day I decided to wear my black skinny jeans and my tight baby blue tanktop under my half knit lime green sweater. I figured i would wear my leapord print pumps just to had some flare for my first day back. This would really make Aaron think twice about what he did. He might even ask me back out, not that I would say yes to him.
I was already a couple of minutes behind so I skipped breakfast. I ran down the hallway grabbed my keys off the table and grabbed my purse off the couch. As I headed out the door I heard my mom say have a good day at school and all I could think was that's what you think.
