EK HASSEN MULAQAT

CH-4

hi guys this is ruhi...

first of all thank you giving this story a chance....

and one request..pls pls pls comment and vote it motivates me

because rn i don't have any idea if the story is good or not..what do i need to improvise..

so one humble request to pls comment nothing else...

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Jane kaisi bandhi tune akhiyon ke dor
Mann mera khicha chala aaya teri aor
Mere chehre ki subah zulfon ki shaam
Mera sab kuch hai piya ab se tere naam~

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AUTHOR POV-

nitya stopped when she realised there were other people present in the room too

everyone noticed how her bright face drained colors immediately when she saw vanshiv

"umm..i think i'll come later"..she said in a low voice..and was about to leave when anishka stopped her saying

"nitya stop...till when your going to avoid it..???" but nitya was firm and said

"until i can"...she said trying not to sound rude but it still broke someone's heart...anishka tried to say again..

"nitya tu ye kyu kr rahi hai...kyu dil tod rahi tu"...nitya sighed and replied

" what about when my heart was broke..huh..? do we seriously have to do this right now...if so then pls no..i can't do it for my mental sanity..."she said firmly

" no nitya its just that i can see it anymore its really hurting me and i cant even imagine you- ....."anishka still tried saying but nitya cutted her in between and said

" once again anishka...listen to me..i don't want to do this right now..what is done is done..i have gotten over it and you should too...byeee..." she said and left the room in hurry

NITYA'S POV-

by the time i came outside that room my hands were shaking...and i released a long breathe..god knew how long i was holding it in...

i immediately got inside my room and sat on the bed with a thump...

tears started flowing..

i hated it....no matter how much i try to be strong bout this matter i cant...its-its just too overwhelming

and i am fucking stupid..because i still have a soft corner for the person who has hurted me so freaking much...i swear i literally swear i have tried so much to hate him but my stupid heart just cannot except it...

i was already struggling with my emotions since i saw him this morning...because my fears were coming back...

my fear of feeling weak in front of him...

my fear of trusting..

my fear of being heart broken again...

my fear of expressing to much...

my fear of looking like a goddamn emotional fool...

when anishka brought up the topic i was taken aback because she knew how sensitive i was bout this topic that too in front of the person who was the reason of everything...

and i avoided it but when she stressed on it..it made me furious but i did not wanted to look like i was getting affected by it...but anishka's take it really hurted me...