I can't take it how people try and say that depression is just a phase. Depression is not a fucking phase I'm tired of people who don't understand how i feel and try to tell me to just get over it i can't just get over that my whole entire life is fucked up and that i can't help feeling like i do. I get tired of crying over people so i don't need you feeling sorry me even more then i already am on myself. Yes I'm trying to get over it, but in my own way not your way. How can you sit there and say "you're over reacting and that you are too senitive". How the fuck am i too senitive when you have never seen me cry before. You don't know me or my struggle. You believed all my fake smiles and all my I'm fines but now you want to get involved it is 14 yrs to late I'm going to be 15 this year and all you have to say is oh that sucks. But you really wanna know wat sucks is how i can try to tell you and try to be better but you didn't give me the time day.
I just needed to get this off my chest. I can't take life it is really hard and its just harder when people say things.
