The One Who Cares

All Alone.

After getting dressed Sidearms went to the kitchen to eat a bowl of cereal. While walking to the kitchen he was thinking how quiet it was in his new house. He was used to having noise all through out the house when he lived with his parents but now, it's just quiet.
As he's eating his bowl of Fruity Pebbles he's turn on the tv. Right when the TV comes on he sees a commercial of a couple, who look happy sitting on a couch together. he thinks to himself " how come I can never have that"? It's seems that everywhere he looks he sees a couple happily living life.
Sidearms starts to think of the dream again. Thinking of how good Sp33dy's lips felt on his. How amazing it must feel to hold someone. Sidarms hasn't had that in a really long time. He starts thinking of how badly he want Sp33dy when suddenly he thinks to himself "wait, I'm not gay". "Or am I"? Sidearms always knew he liked girls, but once in a while he would run into a guy where he would think of in that way. But with Sp33dy, it was different.
Sidearms was so confused about his life and so lonely he began to cry. He was just sitting there alone crying his heart out, when suddenly his phone rang.
He picked up his phone to see it was Sp33dy. He answers right away.
"Hey man are you ready"? Says Sp33dy. "Umm ya I was just doing something" Sidarms says as he is trying to not make it obvious he was crying. "Hey man are you alright" Sp33dy says. "Umm ya I'm totally fine" Sidarms tells Sp33dy. "Are you sure you know that if anything is ever wrong you can call me or text me at anytime ok" Sp33dy tell Sidarms which makes Sidarms smile. "Ya I know Sp33dy thanks for being a great friend" - Sidearms. "Ok well let's play some GTA" Sp33dy says excitedly. "Ok , is the whole crew ready"? Sidearms asks. "About that sidearms , it's just gonna be me and you today. Is that cool"? "Ya it's fine with me" says Sidearms who for some reason is really excited to play now. "Ok well get on your Xbox and join my chat". "Sure thing sp33dy, bye". Sidearms hangs up the phone and can't stop smiling. Knowing that he's not gonna play with the rest of the crew only Sp33dy made him really happy.
As he was setting up he thought to himself "Do I have a crush on Sp33dy"? Then he thinks "It's probably just a crush it's will probably pass" he think, denying that he knows it's more than a crush.