Stray Kids Preferences, Imagines, & One Shots

GONE

❤️‍🔥 Writer Eva ❤️‍🔥
Changbin x Reader
⚠️Slight Happy Ending ⚠️
⚠️You do not end up together⚠️
⚠️No Kpop AU/High School AU⚠️

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Always saw my glass as half empty, it was never full. You were always passive and I was irresponsible. Didn't have a chance, but we were scared to let things go. Young, in love, broken hearts holding on to our false hope

You met Seo Changbin in your Junior year of high school. He was a Senior and friends with your older brother. It was basically love at first sight. You couldn't get him out of your head and vice versa. You started dating a month later, much to your brothers, dismay. You became a distraction to Changbin and he to you. His parents didn't like you simply for the fact that he was always with you and rarely studied. You thought everything was fine. Your parents didn't like him simply for the fact he made you forget to study as well even if you passed every test. You both knew that eventually your parents would do something and it terrified you both.

Had your whole life planned out, I had no clue who I was. Gave it all we had, but guess our all wasn't enough. Wonder where you're at now, did you ever find the one? Hope you're out there somewhere happy, sometimes I think of ya

You knew where you were going in your life. A four year college, getting a bachelors degree in science before going for your doctorate. He had no idea where he was going. He just wanted to graduate and go from there. His friends and parents were pushing him to apply to colleges and you were busy with studying and trying to pass your own classes as your grades began to drop.

Three years later, looking back, you wish you had seen what happened. That your relationship hadn't failed but you're glad it did. Because you became a better person.

Yeah, yeah. And it makes me sad. Mm, yeah
The way you left but I'm glad you did. It was for the best

You remember the breakup vividly. He had shown up in the middle of the night after a bad fight with his family. You were tired and he was emotional, you both said things you didn't mean and the next day at school had been awkward. Everyone saw the tension and the way you and Changbin weren't glued to the hip. Your brother was the only one that knew the whole story. He was the one that heard the argument and saw the aftermath. The way you sobbed and broke down as Changbin walked out angrily. You wish it didn't end that way.

I pray, someday you find yourself. Somehow, some way, with someone else. Don't wait, it's too late to keep holding on. I'm already gone

He got the invite to your wedding. You wanted him there. The breakup was bad but you knew that he was the one that made you better. He made you a better person. You didn't actually think he would show up but when he did, dressed in a suit, you couldn't stop yourself from running and hugging him. Your fiance just gave him a small smile and a nod when their eyes met.

Ah, I could blame us breaking up on being too young and being too dumb and being too caught up on past traumas. But the truth is we just weren't right, we planned a whole life when we both know we should've just ended on the first night

And I know if I would have stayed with you. I would've been down on luck and done with love and done too much to make you stay, second-guessing and resenting all the love I could've gave to someone else. Got carpal tunnel from holding on to what we once felt

When you pulled out of the hug you saw a girl walking up to the two of you. You learned it was his girlfriend of two years. You grinned and pulled the girl into a hug and thanked her quietly as tears came to your eyes. She wrapped her arms around you. You were happy to see him happy. 

I'm happy for you, I am. Yeah, don't get me wrong, I am and once in a while it's true, I think about you too. Yeah, I do, I think about you too.

Mm, yeah and it makes me sad. Mm, yeah. The way you left but I'm glad you did. It was for the best, yeah, I pray that someday you find yourself. Somehow, some way, with someone else. Don't wait, it's too late to keep holding on

As you said your vows to your fiance you looked at Changbin.

I'm already gone

And while you loved your fiance more then anything in the world.

I'm already gone

You knew that you would always love Changbin. Somewhere deep in your heart. He would always occupy a certain part. Ten years later, as you watched your kids play in the front yard with his. All you could think about is the way you were glad that you broke up to find your own ways.

I'm already gone