Waiting for Superman - Louis Tomlinson

Chapter 20

The show was really fun to watch from backstage, and the boys all have amazing voices. Louis did the best he could to stay focused even though I was just a few feet away watching him. I understand, now, that it is hard to date someone who isn't really known in the world, but I am sort of known because of my Youtube channel. I guess I should focus on that again, because I feel like I'm just following the boys around like a desperate puppy. I love them, but I get bored easily when they're off working.

"That was amazing!" I heard the tour director shout to the boys as they came off stage. I shook my head then smiled as I came back to reality.

"Did you like it, Mary?" Louis asked as he stood in front of me.

"Yeah. It was great, but you're really sweaty. I'm not letting you touch me until you're clean!" I said sternly as I crossed my arms.

"Looks like Louis won't be getting anything tonight..." I heard Zayn say making me blush furiously.

"He never has, Zayn. I-I'm still a virgin.." I muttered as I walked off.

I heard Louis behind me as I walked down one of the halls and quietly sobbed. I felt Louis' hand grab my arm and turn me to face him.

"Mary, you don't need to be upset about that." Louis said quietly as he wiped the tears from my cheeks.

"I-I feel horrible though! I had never kissed anyone before I had met you, and I had never gone on a date. I-I'm just scared about anything else." I said taking in deep breaths.

"You don't need to be scared, Mary. I love you, and I would never force you to do something that you're not ready for. Just ignore the others' comments, and you will be ok." Louis smiled and looked in my eyes.

"I-I love you, Louis..." I said before I softly kissed him. He kissed me back and hugged me making me giggle.

"I love you too...." He said hugging me one last time before walking back to the boys.

"I'm sorry for saying that, Mary." Zayn said with a look of regret.

"I-It's ok. I just want to go back to the bus..." I nodded as I grabbed Louis' hand and pulled him back to the bus.

"Slow down, Mary! How can you walk that fast with heels on?" He asked confused as we got outside to the bus.

"I don't know. I guess I just want to get these things off.." I said shrugging as I opened the tour bus door.

        We walked inside, and I took off my shoes, immediately walking to my suitcase and grabbing some more comfortable clothes. Once I changed and washed off my make-up, I came back out and didn't see Louis with the other boys in the living room. I raised an eyebrow and they just pointed to the TV room, so I turned around and went into the room and saw Louis on his phone on the couch. I sat next to him and smiled.

"Why are you still in your clothes for the show?" I asked confused as he smiled at me.

"I just haven't changed yet." He shrugged.

        I rolled my eyes then softly kissed his lips letting mine linger there for a while. Louis put his phone down then wrapped his arms around my waist making me smile. I softly bit his bottom lip making him groan as I entangled my fingers in his hair.

"M-Mary...." Louis muttered as he slightly pulled away.

"Are you just doing this because of what Zayn said?" I stopped and moved away from him as I gave him an angry look.

"I thought this is what you wanted from me." I said confused.

"What makes you think that?" Louis said trying to understand my reason.

"The way Zayn said it. It almost sounded like you constantly sleep with girls, and I'm the first one who hasn't given in yet..." I said on the verge of crying.

"Mary! That's not true! Yes, I've slept with a girl once or twice, but I don't constantly do that. That's Harry who sleeps around. I've only slept with one other girl twice, and she was actually my girlfriend." Louis explained as I wiped away the threatening tears.

"S-so, Zayn just made it sound like you always do that?" I asked trying to understand.

"Yes, and like I said before, I'm not pressuring you. You don't have to feel like I'm not attracted to you in that way." Louis said hugging me.

"A-are you?"

"Well, yes, but I'm hiding it because I know you're not used to that. I didn't want to make you feel uncomfortable if you knew that I felt that way." Louis said making me blush furiously.

"S-so much for not making me feel uncomfortable..." I said shyly pulling away from his grip.

He laughed a little as he grinned."Is it bad that I'm attracted to you in that way?" He asked.

"N-no, I'm just not used to it, like you said. I feel kind of self-conscience now." I said biting my lip.

"You're beautiful, Mary...." Louis came closer to me putting his face in the crook of my neck and whispering.

 I blushed as I felt his soft lips against my neck."S-stop it....." I said quietly as I bit my lip.

"You're so adorable....." He said before kissing closer to my jawline.

"L-Louis...." I muttered holding my eyes shut from fear.

"I love you....." He whispered again before finding my sweet spot making a small moan escape my lips.

"BE CAREFUL WITH MY SISTER, TOMLINSON!!!!" I heard Niall yell making me blush furiously and pull away from Louis.

"OI! STOP LISTENING IN YOU PERV!!" Louis shouted back making me giggle.

"I'm going to bed. Goodnight, Louis.." I smiled as I softly kiss his lips then went to my bunk.

        Niall walked into the bunk room with the other lads behind him. I reached down and slapped Niall upside the head making the others laugh.

"Go fuck yourself, you ass...." I muttered as he rubbed the side of his head.

"Excuse me for trying to protect your innocence." He said getting in his bunk.

"My innocence?! Protect your own! Let me decide when I'm ready!" I said angrily.

"I have no innocence left..." Niall laughed as I rolled my eyes.

"Oh please, everybody knows that you're still a virgin...." I scoffed. I could tell that Niall was blushing because there was a random silence in the air from him.

"Shut up you smart ass." Niall muttered before we all fell asleep.

       This was a fun day, but I don't know when I'll be ready to actually sleep with Louis. We've done everything that leads up to it, but I'm not that quite sure yet. Maybe I will be soon enough.