Ashtray pov
All i heard was music blasting, people dancing and people making out. Kaylee was sleep or whatever but i couldnt see Y/N or that girl. I got back from my high and got up the search the house. I was texing and calling her but she wasnt answering.
Ma🫶🏻
Where the fuck are you - 2:45 A.M
Seriously ma wyaaaaa????? - 2:50 A.M
When i find you im going to kill you - 3:22 A.M
DO YOU WANT ME TO THINK YOUR DEAD. WHERE ARE YOU - 3:29 A.M
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When i was walking around i saw a basement door. This house is to fucking big for this scooby doo mystery shit. I was going to open it but it was locked, at this point i would do anything to find y/n. Nobody would hear the sound cause of the music i can barely hear myself. I kicked the door and ran down stairs. I saw a string im guessing was for the light and pulled it, just to see all these type of drugs and knifes. I saw y/n on a bed chained and handcuffed. She was unconscious and thats when i heard her voice.
"Why didnt you just walk away man" she saw walking up to me
"Why would i leave her especially in this weird ass house"
"I know you see the cuts on her arm. Im gonna tell you what i did. I am put fentanyl in her blood. " when she said that i punched her in her mouth. I got on top of her and started punching her over and over again.
"Ash stop" y/n said coughing. I got up and broke the chains and found different keys to undo her handcuffs. I carried her out and put her in the backseat so she can sleep or just rest.
"Thank you" she said weakly, i just kissed her forehead before i drove us home. I saw fez car and parked and went inside with y/n.
"What the fuck happened" faye said looking at y/n and fez was making a sandwich
"Ill tell you guys later" i said walking to my room. I took off y/n's shoes and her dress and put her in my grey sweatpants with my white t shirt. When we were chilling one day she taught me this im surprised i remember. I sat her up on the headboard and I got a makeup wipe wiped her face, i got some cold water and a rag to wash her face, i got baby wipe to for her lips and got some lotion and put it on her face and some vaseline for her lips. During this she was there but wasnt, we were laughing and stuff but i knew me and her would talk about what happened. I got a syringe to try to divide the fentanyl. I think it worked but were just see in the morning. When i was done she was passed the fuck out and i was to.
Y/N POV
My head was pounding, my body was hurting and i dont remember anything other than going to the party, i got drunk, kaylee was starring at me and like me getting handcuffed? I saw ashtray beside me and that made me feel a little better. I remember he took care of me last night so I decided to brush my teeth and wash my face. Walking was difficult but i went into the living room. I saw faye and fez talking
"Hey yall" i said smiling a little
"Hey girl how are you" faye said looking at me
"Wsp n/n " fez said rolling a blunt
"Im good and nun i was about to make breakfast tho" i said going into the refrigerator to grab some eggs and bacon. They asked me about last night and i told them. Faye went in the back to smoke and i was talking to fex about lexi.
"Yeah man shes something, shes not a drug junky or a hooked and anything shes normal you know?" He said smiling
"It seems like you really like her" i said smiling and we were just chilling. As soon as u got done ash walked out and sat down.
"Hey ash" i said kissing his cheek and putting his plate down
"Hey ma" he said rubbing his eyes "thank you for last night" i said sitting next to him "yeah" he said eating "so do you remember anything?" He asked
"Other than being handcuffed no"
"She put fentanyl in your blood and i think i took most of it out" he said looking into my eyes
"Awww you do care about me" i said hugging him. He rolled his eyes and me and him were just enjoying each other. When he was done me and him watched a movie and i got a text
"Y/N GET HOME RN. " rue said. Ash head was on my lap. I know he is tired and since he was already half asleep so i made a note
That said
"Hey ash, Rue told me to come home and it seems like it's serious so im over there. You were sleeping and i know your really tired so i wanted to let you be. I love you and ill be back
Love
Y/n "
and i went to my house. I ran like i never did before. I saw 3 men out side my house just guarding it. Ive been texting rue but she didnt answer not one time.
I snuck in and wish i didnt see what i did. Rue and my mother was dead. There blood was over the walls and the floor. I wanted to scream but before i could even fully react i saw nate and gia.
"what type of shit is this." I said looking at both of them.
"Y/n... sweet sweet y/n. I told you. " nate said walking up to me
"DONT YOU FUCKING COME NEAR ME" I screamed and cried out.
"And you. Let the lord have mercy on your black soul. " i saw starring into gias eyes
"Oh bitch go to hell. I dont care about you and anybody . Once your gone ill live my best life. " gia said
"Your gonna kill me because your not happy with your life. And you want me dead because im not one of your hoes who will kiss your feet. You bitches miserable." I said through anger. "So rue didnt text me you did?"
"Your so smart" gia said smiling. Something hit me in the head and i woke up being tied to a chair.
"HOW MANY TIMES THIS GONE HAPPEN GOT DAMN" i said moving around in the chain.
"Shit the fuck up. I want you to suffer like i did. And im going to kill you. You dont get to talk to me about this. Its been decided. You love rue and mom right, youll see them pretty soon since youll all be in hell." Gia said getting in my face. I spat in his face and nate hit me in the face with his gun. I started praying in my last moments and they kept interrupting me with hits.
"I love you ashtray. I love you rue. I lov-" i said crying until nate stabbed me.
"I love my friend group. I love myself." I said gasping for air. Thats when they finally did it. They shot me in my head.
After that i go down back to earth to see ash and everybody. Hes more emotionless than what he was when we started talking. He doesnt eat. Barely sleeps. Sometimes i talk to him in his dreams. I tell him to eat and i made him promise me. I hate seeing all my friends sad and depressed.
I didnt even finish highschool. I didnt get to live my dreams. Because if those rotten people im gone from the people who love me.
All i hear ashtray say is "shes gone." He doesnt even cry, thats how i know hes sad. I miss him so much.
