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School Shutdown

Kind of an odd chapter i think but i like it

Billie: She/Her  caregiver, Tutor
Ash: She/They (trans fem) Little, Autistic

Billie pov:
I walked into the library were i did tutoring with a student. She needed some extra help with world history since she doesn't really understand things. They never understood how  history worked since most things were translated so much that could that even be real? Honestly its valid but we have to get her grade up so their parents suggested I tutor her. I didn't have her in class today so I didn't even now if she was going to show up today.

15 Minutes later

well I guess i can just pack u- "Wait! Im here! Im sorry I got stuck in traffic!" "Hey woah calm down it's ok LA traffic is rough I understand" she lets out a sigh and sets her stuff down. "Heres all the homework I did i managed to find a few extra papers and finish them." Well I didn't expect that but that will help. I notice they didn't have any headphones on which was weird considering that they always have them on so it's not too loud and not too quiet. I choose to ignore it not wanting them to stress anymore.

Time skip 30 minutes

Ash Pov:
We were talking about Athens and Sparta so I could get this paper done and turned in because after that I'm done with makeup work. I can't seem to focus. It smells like cleaning supplies in here, I forgot my headphones, I was late, I was feeling so dysphoric today I couldn't get out of bed. I lied there wasn't any traffic I almost literally couldn't get out bed. I look back at my work trying to stop my thoughts failing miserably. I look around becoming hyper aware of my surroundings. Ms O'connell stops talking and looks at me. "Ash are you ok?" I look up at her not being able to talk shit im non verbal not now i start tearing up knowing i wont be able to finish this lesson and will probably have to either stay later or have a few more sessions.  I pull my legs to my chest snd bear hug them like they are about to fall off. I shove my head down so she can only see my hair. I can barely see or talk and I immediately know my worst fear is going to happen. Im slipping.

Billies pov:
I know whats happening ive had it happen with my son before. He autistic and this usually happens when he is having a shut down. I get up carefully and make my way to her side not touching her but putting my hand in her chair and kneeling down so I wouldn't be too intimidating. "hey honey It's alright I'm right here you're safe." I say in a soft, calm tone knowing thats talking in any other way wont help at all. all she does in let out a small whine to let me know she heard me. Im guessing that shes non verbal. "Can I touch you sweetie?" She nods a little bit so i carefully put my hand on her back and rub it up and down. "It will be ok Ash Im here you're safe everything is alright. No one is around but us. Do you have anything in your bag?" She nods "Can I get it for you?" she nods again. I grabs her bag and see a couple things in it a paci, a water bottle, and a few fidget toys. I take out the water bottle first seeing as they may be dehydrated. "heres some water sweety and you take a sip please." She carefully lifts her head up and takes the water bottle and takes a few sips. "there we go good job. do you want a fidget toy? or do you need your paci?" she holds up her second finger so i grab out her paci take the dust protecter off of it and then give it to her. She takes it in her mouth and slowly gets out of her ball like position. She picks up her pencil and writes down on a piece of paper "Im sorry about this i had a rough day and everything was just to much" I read it to myself and respond "I understand My son is autistic and it happens i understand."

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welp this kinda sucked but shoutout to the person who added this to their library that means a lot actually
Have a good day loves <3
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