In Love With My Brother *ON HOLD*

Part 11 i went to him apologising.

Continues of sanyuktas pov
The truth which had sanes...it was not me who won...it was randhir who made me win...it was he who didn't did his task n which result i won...i accept it or not but he is a genius...not me....
I was handed d trophy by miss.renuka saniyal n d crowd over der gave a loud aplouse..i being a bit in my thoughts came out n gave a pleasant smile...soon everything went to normal in d college leaving me who was now a well known person rather den just a student..i had noticed randhir dat he was all silent maybe cause dis was his first failure n it was not easy for him to face...i dont no y but i was feeling bad...felling guilty...so thinking to talk to him like a good gesture i went n approach him..approach him but y...dis only i wanted right breaking his ego..showing him i m much better...proving him...den y m i doing dis...yes i was already walking to search him to apologise him but y...
Coming across d class room i found him der sitting alone in d big classroom with none of his friends visible nor even vidushi...
He looked up seeing me entering n rolled his eyes in irration "wat do u want now..."he sound cold n exasperated "randhir i know dat...its difficult loosing for u...but it a composition..winning n loosing is part of it right..."i sounded soft not harsh like before.."why r u here sanyukta..."he asked"randhir...i wanted to ask...y did u did dat.."my curiosity voice spoke..n y wud it not...y would a person make his self loose"wat..r u talking about"he looked at me still not moving from his seat"randhir u could have completed d task before me...n i know u could have done dat but u didn't..y.."i asked a bit stern"y do u care...u got wat u wanted now stop ur fake concern n get lost..."he stood n was about to leave when i got hols of his hands"reply me..."i said"i ain't answerable to u"he said"fine den take dis trophy n go from here...i wanted to win a competition..not a task where only i was der"i handed him d trophy removing it from my bag.i wanted him to open up n i felt dis trick would work. But it didn't he jerked my hand n caught hold of my shoulder jerking dem hard"stop dis melodrama girl...dont act innocent..showing all kinda a fake concerns...u got wat u wished now leave me alone get dad...u all women r same bloody hypocrites...first u come n create a mess n den clean it up urself..." i was taken back by his actions,his nails dugged in my shoulders n i winch in pain pulling me more close he said "i m warning u stay far from me get dat..."i closed my eyes as water started flowing from dem "u r ...hu..hurting me ra..randhir"i stammerd in pain...n he jerked me down on d floor...caressing me shoulder i stood again n shouted dis time with equal rage"dat judges were ur problem right...cuz of which u were left weak...randhir singh shekawat was left all weak...d genius lost his mind"i screamed all harsh words which were not supposed to be told n he stopped as expected but didn't turned to look at me infact he left fisting his palms...i stomped my foot in irritation n left from der...
I was so wrong... n he was a jerk n is a jerk...how cud i expect him being good to me...i felt he needed a sorry from me..n i wud have told it if he would be calm..but no his ego n arrogance never falls...
Huh..y did i went to him i m such a fool....
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D next few days went normal but these day randhir would nor trouble me nor i would...infact we ignored each other as much as possible...soon d party night came n randhir was as usual not present...i was bored cuz i thought he would at least be der at dat night n we would fight..cuz d fight turned my habits n without dem i felt lonely... so i dressing in d same casual  attended d party cuz i knew he would not come n if he is not der who i show my dressing...wat...y would i show it to him...anyway...my mind had shifted its direction maybe..d same d my mother's wedding was to der n i wanted to attend but d party...i spoke to her on phone n she said it all went good...i was happy for her cuz her voice carried a blissing satisfaction...
It was a lively party with music n stuff all for teenagers but for me it was yet dead as no taunts,no glares,no pushing n no fights...randhir was not der d party felt empty even after kaustuki,samy n parth tried to cheer me up but it didn't...but fortunately max was present n i had a good time pass with him not dat good but felt lightly...After aparty parth drop me home n i went in finding it empty as my mother was not der reaching my room i found my bags packed i was flabbergasted as i didnt did dat n later analysing it i realised dat mom had"Ordered"me to shif with her...aaggrrhh..dat to tomorrow...falling on d bed thinking how would it be ahead i falled a sleep.
End of d pov.

To be continued..