"Get out." I said in a cold but still kind of indifferent way, which is my usual way of speaking. I don't know why, but no matter how intensely I am feeling something, be it joy, anger or sadness it never shows. Even if I told somebody I loved them, with my facial expression and tone it could never be taken in any other way than as sarcastic.
So when I now found my boyfriend in bed with some random woman (I know it would have been more dramatic if I said it was my best friend or something like that, but I don't have any relationships like that) despite feeling extremely sad and angry at my boyfriend for betraying me like this, nothing of it showed.
Hearing my voice in the door opening my boyfriend Alex and the random woman looked over. Seeing me the woman started to shuffle back to the other side of the bed, which is understandable then despite that I am a very beautiful woman with long silvery hair, snow white skin and a beautiful pair of green eyes, so is my face just as cold as it is beautiful. Most people's reaction to meeting me for the first time is either to freeze in place or silently move out of my way. This particular woman started doing a combination of both, while my boyfriend had just frozen in place but didn't seem as badly off as the woman, probably because he was a bit more used to the coldness that came with me every time I entered a room.
After they still hadn't made a move to get out of my room after being told so the first time I eventually repeated the word "Out." and the woman finally stormed out of the room so fast that you would think a fiery beast was chasing her. Alex on the other hand started stuttering out an explanation before leaving, yes he was literally stuttering!
"Freya I am sorry! I know what I did was wrong but it ain't like you care, even now you are not even upset. Despite what you say, I can see from your facial expression and attitude towards what I do that you don't truly love me or even care about me!"
He said before also carefully moving to get out of the room and my home while being careful not to look at me, acting as if he would be frozen in place if he accidentally met my gaze, like seriously I am not some kind of monster!
Despite what my boyfriend said, I did truly love him. I had just been away on a work trip where I worked on average 16 hours a day because I was too excited to get back to him. My boyfriend's place had been flooded so I allowed him to stay at my apartment for the time being. After working overtime everyday I succeeded with cutting my trip down from three weeks to two and was so happy to finally be able to see my boyfriend, only stopping my rush home to see him to stay at his favorite restaurant to bring his favorite food back home as a surprise for him. Which is an action that now feels utterly ridiculous then I now am alone in my apartment with some stinky food that I don't like!
Feeling devastated I still couldn't cry, my body didn't allow it. I didnt even do it when I was born which scared the hell out of the doctors and my parents. So I did what I usually did instead when I was feeling especially upset, I grabbed my helmet and headed outside still holding the food I had brought home, which I throw away outside to make sure not to stink up my apartment, I suppose one good thing about my boyfriend being a cheating bastard are that I won't have to endure the stinky smell of fish ever again, I hate fish!
When I was walking out of the building the security guard politely bowed and said " Miss Alarc!" which is the way all personnel in this building are taught to act towards its residents then anyone allowed to live here is most certainly both rich and powerful. I myself am the CEO of the biggest company in America, The Alarc Cooperation which from the name you can probably guess is my family's company which would be an accurate guess. But despite that, I have worked tirelessly for ten years since I joined the company. With my effort the company became over twenty times bigger than when I started and I finally became its CEO this year. Then despite only being 25 years old I had made a reputation for myself to be able to make a profit out of anything which also made many people see me as a cruel profiteer but respected me nonetheless.
I suppose I should be happy with my business success, but I honestly only feel empty. With my cold and unapproachable personality I have no relationship, even my relationship with Alex only lasted three months. I always explain to the people I love or want to be friends with that I can't show emotion, and they I became friends with always say they understand and want to be together anyway, but still they always end the relationship by saying that I don't care about them. Which has made it so that I usually only have casual one night stands and avoid the relationships part of a relationship to avoid hurting us both. But after Alex and I slept together and he said he wanted to be with me for real and not only in bed, my inner optimist still fell for it and said yes despite knowing how it was going to end. So living a life with no relationships I always focused wholeheartedly on my work goal instead, to become the CEO, to make up for how extremely empty my life is. So with my work goal accomplished I really didn't know what I should do now.
Passing the security guard with a slight nod as recognition, I walked away to my MC. I put the helmet on and drove off. Driving my MC was my biggest pleasure and what I always did when my feelings were overwhelming me and right now I was feeling extremely hurt.
I was driving fast trying to let go of all the annoying feelings that I couldn't express anyway, like seriously why do I need to have so many emotions if I cant show any of them? I felt so trapped in this robot-like body.
Then I suddenly heard honking from my right and looked over, only to see a car less than a meter away from me. Before even fully processing it, I was flying through the air, before landing on the stony road in a bloody mess. It hurt. It hurt so extremely bad. I heard the sirens but I knew it was too late and I passed out.
Waking up I remembered what had happened and before even opening my eyes I tried to feel my body to see if I could move and to my utter shock I didn't feel hurt in the slightest, despite the shock overall I felt thrilled, then I would rather die than being a vegetable.
I opened my eyes and found myself in the jungle? I suppose it is the jungle. The trees here are enormous! I sincerely hope not! I am most definitely not the kind of person that could survive alone in the jungle! I have only ever been camping at a beach!
Before even being able to fully panic about probably being lost in the jungle I saw in front of me a huge white tiger with a scar over its left eye. I am not delicious, not delicious at all, don't eat me I said in my mind, while thinking of running away from there, but despite my thought of running away I knew it would be a pointless attempt and running would only make its natural instinct to hunt me kick in. So I just said "Hi." in my normal way knowing fully well it couldn't understand me and hoping with my whole heart it would just go away.
But then the weirdest thing happened, the tiger turned into a man and responded.
"Hi female!"
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Freya in the beastworld
FanfictionFreya Alarc a CEO of one of the biggest companies in the country, seen by most people to be a icy and unfeeling person that only cares about profits. Having accomplished all her proffessional goals at the age of 25 and never been able to have a long...