WHY THE ACTUAL FUCK COULDN'T I JUST BE A FUCKING REAL BOY. WHY THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL OF THIS SHIT TO JUST GET THE OUTCOME OF BEING TOLD HOW IM JUST FUCKING INSANE????? OR AN ATTENTION SEEKER???? LIKE SHUT THE ACTUAL FUCK UP. IF I COULD CHOOSE TO BE CIS I WOULD. I DONT FUCKING LIKE THIS. ITS FUCKING HARD. ITS NOT AS FUN AND FUCKING QUIRKY AS YOU THINK MARIA. I WISH I WAS A FUCKING REAL BOY WHO WAS BORN ONE, WHO'S FRIENDS WITH THE JOCKS, ON THE MALE BASKETBALL TEAM, WHO'S THE GYM TEACHERS FAVORITE, THE BOY THAT GIRLS TALK ABOUT IN THE HALLWAYS, THE BOY THAT HAS THAT FLUFFY FUCKING HAIR AND A LOVING FATHER WHO DOESNT THINK IM FUCKING INSANE. I WISH I WAS THAT. BUT NO, IM THE FAGGOT THAT THINKS SHES A BOY. THATS WHAT I AM. I AM REALLY SO FUCKING CLOSE TO COMMITING, THIS IS FUCKING HARD. AND MAYBE IF I GET FUCKING LUCKY I COULD BE THAT IN THE NEXT LIFE.
