•~Confused Love~• (TSAMS Solar x Ruin)

Chapter 5 - He knows

LESSSSSSGOOOOOO I HAD THE MOTIVATION TO WRITE TODAY AGAIN!!

Solar's Perspective

Solar had just woke up from charging, now getting up to go see Moon or someone.

Suddenly, after Solar had jumped down from the balcony near Sun and Moon's rooms, when he was walking past the play structures, Lunar appeared in front of Solar.

"Hiii, Solar." Lunar stated in his normal sort of hyper tone, crossing his arms.

"Oh, uh, Hey Lunar." Solar replied to Lunar.

"Sooo, clears throat, something you wanna talk about?" Lunar asked, expecting Solar to know what he was on about.

Solar was puzzled as he looked at Lunar, he currently hadn't a clue. "Uhhm, No? I don't have anything to talk about. Why?" Solar answered Lunar, puzzled and confused.

"Oh, I don't know, maybeeee.. when You and Ruin kissed yesterday? Nothing about that, huh?" Lunar slightly teased Solar.

Oh fuck. He knows about that? Great.

"Listen, Lunar, it was just something.. in the moment, it wasn't meant to happen. How did you even see that anyways?" Solar said and asked Lunar.

"Oh, I was just wandering around the second floor of the Fazcade, then I seen you two down on the first floor having your little moment, so I just kinda watched until you walked away." Lunar explained.

Solar froze momentarily. "It was nothing though, like I said, it was just a thing in the moment, it was just out of the blue, not planned." Solar shrugged a little, but deeply was questioning it himself.

"Heh, What if I told Moon?" Lunar said sarcastically a little.

"Please don't." Solar replied

"Fineee, I won't." Lunar stated, rolling his eyes and sarcastically fake pouting. "Anyways, I'm gonna go find something to do, cause I'm boreddd."

"Alright Bud, you do that." Solar spoke, with a sigh and patting Lunar on the head a little before Lunar walked away to go find something to do. Solar began to think to himself.

Shit. Lunar knows now. I hope he won't go tell anyone else or that would be a.. sort of commotion. I don't think I should even be falling for Ruin, if Moon found out, I feel like he'd be upset with me, since Moon himself doesn't even trust Ruin. Lunar better not tell anyone, especially Moon, or this could cause a bad reaction from anyone.. maybe not Earth, but anyone would be a bad reaction.. I'm gonna go find Ruin now.

After Solar had stood there and thought to himself, he began to walk to the Fazcade to go find Ruin.

Moments Later, Solar entered the Fazcade, looking around in different rooms and places. Solar ended up finding Ruin in the Karaoke room, cleaning the place up, currently scrubbing a table in the centre of the room.

Solar walked over towards Ruin. "Hey Ruin. You alright?" Solar spoke to Ruin, asking if he was okay.

Ruin turned to Solar once Solar spoke up. "Hm? Oh, I'm fine! How about you? Did you have a good sleep last night?" Ruin greeted Solar back in a polite and enthusiastic tone.

"Heh, Yeah, I did. But uh.. we just need to talk about something right now.. About uh.. last night, before I left to go charge." Solar replied and added, sounding a small bit serious now.

"O-Oh, uhm.. go on." Ruin nodded at Solar, letting him go on to start the talk about last night.

"So.. that night.. you remember whenever we kissed before I left, which not to wanting to sound rude, I assume was unintentional and was just in the moment, you remember right?" Solar asked Ruin.

"Oh, uhm.. O-Of course I do remember so.." Ruin stated, and deeply he felt a little hit in the heart whenever Solar said it was unintentional and just in the moment.

"Well, uh, maybe a small problem now.. Lunar knows about that now, apparently he was on the second floor and was watching us just before I left to go charge then. I feel a little uneasy at the fact that Lunar could just go around telling others if he wanted to, and something could go wrong possibly.." Solar explained to Ruin, feeling a little uneasy at the last part he explained. Solar deeply loved Ruin, but he couldn't really just show it and the both of them were too scared to. Solar just felt as if he wasn't allowed to love Ruin, and Ruin just felt as it would be a little embarrassing if they were to date and everyone else was told including Sun and Moon which he feels could go wrong.

"O-Oh.. uhm.. Well.. I-I'm not so certain of how well this is going to go.. If Lunar goes around telling others, t-that may be quite the embarrassment for the both of us.." Ruin answered Solar, feeling a small bit embarrassed.

"We're just gonna have to hope Lunar tells nobody.." Ruin added, rubbing the back of his head, and his face turning a slight pink.

It was silent temporarily. Then, suddenly, Solar decided to give Ruin a hug out of nowhere. Ruin blushed a little bit, and hugged Solar back.

"I.. I may just go back and find Moon to go see what he's up to.." Solar broke the silence, and let go of Ruin.

"That's fine, I'm going to continue cleaning and probably try to talk to the DJ afterwards." Ruin added, nodding a little and with a gentle smile.

"See you around, Ruin." Solar nodded at Ruin then began to walk away. Solar began thinking to himself again as he walked away, just questioning everything to himself.

I.. That hurt a little having to cover it up and say it was in the moment.. but I'm still feeling a little afraid incase Lunar tells Moon or something.. he's seen it, and he'll remember it. Why can't I let Ruin go? Why do I feel this way? It feels so wrong but feels so right at the same time.. I just want him to be Mine and nothing to get in our way... oh god, there goes my little thoughts again.. I really need to stop thinking like this.. I need to focus on the current situation with Eclipse being back, not questioning myself about a possible love interest.... I really need to tell him properly some day..

I'm tired but I love this shit, I'M LOSING BRAINCELLS GUYYYYSSSSS :O