Seductive Series 1 : Chleandra Mendez

Chapter 4

Am i dreaming ? Did he confess his feelings for me it must be a dream juice colored.

"Earth to chleandra" he said while snapping at me twiced.

Napailing nalang ako habang hinihimas ang aking noo. Imagine pa self.

"I-i gotta go to my office diyan kana nga che" i utterly said and walked away.

Inhale exhale kalma dont fall for him to easily. You don't know him too much.

Nakarating na nga ako sa office ko umupo ako at nagtipa ng mensahe kay jane.

"How are you? Did you buy some pt? What's the result?" Sunod sunod ko pang tanong sa kaniya.

Wait parang ako pa ata ang excited. Ang gagita kasi di mapakali yan night clubs pa more, juntis ka tuloy.

Kahit ano pa ang magiging resulta isa lang ang pangako naming magkakaibigan sa isa't isa.

Through downs and ups were all here for each other.

So ayun na nga kasalukuyan siyang nag ta-type. Ano kaya ang sasabihin niya.

"I don't understand your line it's getting choppy just go here okay?" Aniya ko at ibinaba ang tawag.

Few moments it was 10 exactly when jane arrived. Namumutla pa siya at mukhang kulang pa sa tulog.

"So how do you feel my bitch?" I worriedly ask.

"I woked up early 3 in the morning and vomiting" she said showing her eye bugs.

Napailing nalang ako at tumayo para kuhain ang pregnancy test kit na nasa medicine cabinet at inabot ko ito sa kaniya.

"Take this and go to the bathroom then follow the procedure" i said in calm voice.

After a few minutes she came back with the result. She handed me the pt and it shows two red line.

What the heck she's pregnant.

I was so happy and excited for her. I could be the happiest ninang.

"Congratulations bitch you're pregnant" i said while hugging jane.

She was crying as i ruffled her hair.

"You need to be strong and im always here for you my bitch" i said in a assuring tone.

Pagtapos nang madrama naming pag uusap ay ibinigay ko na ang mga listahan ng kailangan niyang bilhin.

"Don't cry your baby will get ugly" biro ko pa sa kaniya.

She bitterly smiled while wipping her eyes. Ow my poor little bitch.

"Thank you for being there for me your the best" she said between our hugs.

"I know that" i replied.

Naglakad na siya palabas ng office ko nang bumalik siya. Ano kaya ang nakalimutan niya hmmp.

"But before i leave a little advice don't play with the fire you know what i mean bye" Jane said as she leaved my office.

I know i could get hurt but everytime i saw his sexy smile oh damn.

"Stop thinking about him your both professional doctors" pangangausap ko sa aking sarili.

Remember your motto "Let them chase you."

Maybe i was too attached by him but i can't fully trust anyone. I was too scared that i've might ended just like my mom and dad.

Sadly they decided to have a divorce when i was only 5 years old. I can clearly remember it all.

All pain and trauma the haunts me every night up until now and by that i hate them so much.

They left me and the worst part they have their own family. One thing is for sure. Im completely forgotten by  both of them.

So i decide to be strong for myself. My happiness is my best friends.

Tapos na akong sa shift ko nang bigla akong nagutom. Maybe i'll buy some shawarma pizza yummy.

Nakakagutom lalo na't maghapon akong dumuty. I deserved to treat myself.

The shawarma pizza with cheese is so yummy. Mukhang mapaparami kain ko ngayon.

Di bale mag-ggym naman ako next time. Cheat day muna sa foods hehe.

My entire shift is so usual as an obgyne. The next morning nag asikaso na agad ako ng maaga. I dont want to get late at my work.

I love my job especially when i see some baby. Seeing them with their complete family i feel sorry for myself.

"Sanaol complete family" Aniya ko.

Habang naglilibot na sa mga pasyente ko nakita ko si leo na may kinakausap sa isang sulok. They looks so serious while having a conversion.

Out of curiosity i sneak out through the corner and hide beside the vacant room. My whole world collapsed when i heard leo has engaged already.

My heart completely shattered when i heard that. He was fvcking engaged but why did he hide it away from me.

So i guessed he was having a good time playing with my feelings. Pero di naman ako umamin kaya bakit ako masasaktan?

Habang naglalakad ako papalayo sa kaniya di ko namalayang nakarating na ako sa rooftop ng hospital.

I need to let go of my stupid feelings for him.

"I hate you leo you fvcking jerk" sigaw ko.

"Is that so?" A unfamiliar voice said.

I looked at my back just to see none other than leo.

"What the heck are you doing here?" He said while scratching his hair.

"None of your business" i coldly replied back and walked away.

Ganto nalang ba talaga ang nararamdaman ko. Gusto ko siyang ipagdamot ngunit walang kami.

I know that i have no rights to be jealous, but my traitor heart is aching.  Im a falling for him? No this can't be happening.

Ayokong umasa at masaktan gaya ng iba. I can't avoid him in work it's impossible,were working in the same place.

Maybe i buried myself into my work this may do for a while to forget my feelings towards him.

The day passed and it is so hot. I went up to meet jane and check her up.

"How was your day my bitch." Tanong ko pa dito, looking at her i can easily said that she's so fragile.

"Im super okay, craving for some grapes and strawberries." She replied while drooling.

"Wait here and i will get something." I said while walking towards to the car.

After a minute a successfully handed the fruit basket that full of fruits.

"Here is your grapes and strawberries my bitch" i sweetly smile and gave her a basket full of grapes and strawberries.

"Thankyou for giving me these" she replied and starting to eat some of them.