"New York"
"the apple ! yeah ? is that what they call it?"
"I think so "I crooned
Sadaf put the other dish on the shelve
she took a glimpse at me and started wash another dish
"so what do u think ? "
"I don't know , he's cute... but .."
"but?"
"he's a super star sweetie ... the great Dylan O'Brien and we both know he is so selfish .. I mean he must be ... all the actors are self confident ... and he probably is as well ... I'm not gonna ruin your dreams but he is so popular and if .. just of u even see him he's not gonna take a glimpse at you .. "
"I know right ... but .. Im not going to new York because of him .. I'm gonna work there . remember?"
"yeah" she said with hesitation.
"yeah" I repeated
"so let's wash these then we will go for those snacks . yeah?
I crooned "yeah"
I was thinking .. thinking about leaving my family for work !
for WORK?
was that really for work ?
of course idiot !! for what else u want to go there?
the only dream u have is being a good veterinary surgeon
yeah ! I got my diploma about last 2 weeks and my professors said they have some friends in a veterinary at NY ...
our financial situation is not so good so I should work
I should earn money
suddenly my mind went to Dylan !
I should become independent
I should marry .. I should have a child
with Dylan ?
oh stop ...!!!
stop!!!
why should I stop ?
what is in me that shows I'm not good for him ?????
why not?
stop!!!!!!
"what!?" Sadaf asked with a confused face
oh .. did I said that word loud ! oh god
now what I'm gonna say ? I was thinking about
having baby with Dylan ?... oh god I'm still a kid ... of course I am
"saba?" sadaf was still confused ..
I should so something .. oh god
I realized that we are watching TV
"umm ! stop .. I wanted to watch the pervious channel?
"pervious channel?" sadaf grinned
"_yeah"
"seriously?"
"yeah_" I repeated
"_OK" she said and turn the channel to the pervious one which was..
oh ma gawd ...
why the hell ??
what the hell ?
that was an advertising for selling sexy bikinis ...
so fückimg idiot , so fûcking embarrassing...
"so .. which one do u want??" she laughed
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