*BRAT*

Apologies

♡A/n - welcome back lovelies please ignore the mistakes bcs I still didn't proof read 🫣♡

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Felix sat on one of kitchen stools and minho sat on one across him , felix pushed a can of beer towards minho
"So what did you wanted to talk about " Felix asked
"I wanted to you know uhm" minho spoke hesitantly
And felix watched him struggling to find words and stammering,  he sighed and rested his chin on his hands
He released a long breath
"You want to apologize don't you " Felix finally spoke
"Y-yes " minho replied
"Come on minho you can't even admit that yourself and you think you'd be able to apologize, you should just leave you can come back and apologize when you actually feel guilty I don't want these half hearted shit apologies "
Felix stood up with the can of his beer and started walking
Minho grabbed his hand and pulled him back
"I'm not done talking yet Lix , stop acting childish for once and listen to me " minho said
"You minho " Felix said removing minho's hand from his "couldn't even say that you wanted to apologize and you're calling me childish ?"
Felix held minho by his shoulder and poked his chest with his other finger
"You minho call me childish and dumb but you left  a blindfolded ,crying 12 year old alone in a park "
"You call me stupid but you were the one who invalidated my feelings and made fun of them, made fun of me for feeling a certain way about you , for caring "
"I'm childish but you called me a nobody when I was the person that comforted you in your worst time , gave you a shoulder to cry on when you'd get to tired of your family without uttering a word about it but you minho didn't think once before making my care into a joke " Felix replied
"Lix-hey please" minho couldn't even complete when felix spoke
"YOU MINHO ARE THE REASON IM SCARED OF MY OWN FEELINGS BECAUSE THEY MIGHT BE MADE INTO JOKES , JUST LIKE HOW THEY WERE JOKED ABOUT BY MY FAVOURITE PERSON " Felix's breath was irregular and a tear drop was threatening to fall from his beautiful eyes
Minho pulled him into a hug
"Felix calm down , I came here to apologize and I will apologize " minho said but was cut of
"Stop acting like you fucking care lee Minho , I got it im just your bestfriend's brother and nobody to you then just stop pretending to care " Felix exclaimed getting more annoyed by every second
"I care about you Felix not because you're someone's brother but because you mean something to me" minho replied
Felix didn't say anything back he just stood there trying to breathe
"What the fuck is going on here " hyunjin walked into the kitchen
"Felix what happened hey calm down " hyunjin sat him down on one of the stools and gave him a glass of water
"M-my anxiety pills get me my anxiety pills" Felix said shaking

Minho's eyes hurt at this sight of felix , the sunshine  his sunshine sitting on a stool unable to breathe , shaking uncontrollably and tears falling out of his eyes all because of him

"Felix ?" Minho spoke
"Don't talk to me right now please we can continue later " Felix replied Without looking at minho
Hyunjin came back with his medicines and gave it to him
"Are you okay " hyunjin asked rubbing the boy's back
"Uhm yes I'll be fine just a little panic attack " Felix replied smiling at the older

"Hyunjin could you come with me for a while" minho asked hyunjin
"Yeah " hyunjin replied

"What did you do?" Hyunjin asked
"I'm sorry but I didn't do anything specific just Felix was overwhelmed but coming to the point could you tell me what he likes " minho asked
"Like ?" Hyunjin replied
"Like food? Gifts or things he enjoyed on a daily basis " minho replied
Hyunjin raised an eyebrow at him but told him everything he needed to know

Felix and hyunjin went back to bed as it was only 2 at the night but minho couldn't sleep he felt guilty  for what he had made felix into , minho sat there watching Felix sleeping peacefully , his face relaxed , steady breathing , hair soft and messy
And oh god how much minho loved watching felix like this