- 𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓓𝓲𝓪𝓻𝔂 -

~Day one~

This chapter includes the following - self harm, swearing, and suicidal thoughts. Enjoy the story! 

I woke up and groggily rubbed my eyes. Today is a new day, it will probably be the same as the others.

 I push my blanket away from me and hop off of my bed. I walk downstairs and walk to the bathroom. It smells oddly like oranges in here..

 Probably nothing.  I grab my toothbrush and start brushing my teeth. I hate that minty after taste. After I brush my teeth I grab my hair brush and start brushing at the ratty tangles in my hair flinching at the pain of my hair ripping out.

  God I really need to take care of my hair. I look at my watch, SHIT THE BUS WILL BE HERE IN A FEW MINUTES-  I run back up the stairs and get dressed. An oversized grey hoodie and sweatpants such a great fashion choice. 

This is no time to think. I hear the bus pull up to my house. FUCK- I dash back down and swing my backpack on my back. Before I get on the bus I make sure my door is locked and I have my keys, I do.

 I step up the stairs of the bus and slump down in my seat. I put my headphones on and turn on some music, "My Time" by Bo En. Such a masterpiece.  

The next stop would be his house. Gosh I hate TYLER. Apparently he got caught taking photos of the FIFTH GRADERS on the bus,  how disgusting. I start humming to the song and soon enough the bus pulled into the school. 

 I stand up and walk down the isle stepping onto the smooth sidewalk. I walk towards the entrance and step out of the freezing morning air. Why does it have to be winter of all seasons. I walk into the gym and still with my best friend, KHALEESI.

 "Hey AKIRI!" KHALEESI spoke in her usual tone. "Hi." I replied quietly taking my headphones out and putting them in my pocket. KHALEESI opened her mouth to speak but got cut off by the MRS. COMPTEN or as we call her "MRS. CONDOM" anyway, she yelled "breakfast!" 

About a third of the students stood up and got in the breakfast line me and KHALEESI included. Today they had bacon and egg flat bread, delicious. After we paid for our food we sat down at the second table to our left. This table holds so many memories. (Aka the five times Avery spilled her red Gatorade XD) (ps. I KNOW YOU ARE READING THIS AVERY.)

 Anyways we started to eat after we took our seats. I decided to start conversation, "Guess what." I asked her "What? She responded" I made a new mask!"" That's new." she said her voice ringing with sarcasm.

 "Whatever." I said in a fake-annoyed voice taking a bite out of my flat bread. I look over towards the gym portion of the room and see that the leader of our friend group AVERY,  was entering through the doorway.

KHALEESI seemed to notice that I was looking at something and turned around. "AVERY is here! Let's go!" she exclaimed excitedly reaching to pick up her maroon tray. "Ok." I responded picking up my tray. 

I followed behind her to the trashcans and dumped the remaining food on my tray into the trash. It took me a moment to realize that KHALEESI had accidentally thrown her tray into the trash can. 

I watch as KHALEESI reaches into the trashcan and pulls her tray out. Ways to be a idiot. I joked to myself.

I trailed behind her as we walked to the sixth grade section of the gym. I sat down beside AVERY while KHALEESI sat down in front of her.

AVERY started the conversation, "KHALEESI don't act like I didn't see that tray go to it's grave." AVERY joked "You saw nothing!" KHALEESI joked back.

I laughed silently and itched my face and thought nothing of the fact that there was BLOOD on my finger after I brought my hand down from my face. AVERY looked over to me and I watched as a look of horror appeared on her face. "What?" I questioned her "Is there something on my face..?" "Holy shit-!" one of my other friends KAY turned around and was staring at my face.

I licked my lips thinking they were chapped. All I tasted was BLOOD.

I touched my face to double check, yup. BLOOD coated my fingers and began to drip off of my face.

KAY jumped up and ran to get a teacher while AVERY held my head up with one hand and holding her other hand just below my chin so that the BLOOD didn't stain the floor.

One of the teachers ran out of the room, while the other ran over to me. "How did this happen.?" she asked me. I shrugged. "I need you to answer me hun." she persisted.

I genuinely didn't know so I didn't have a answer to give. "Hello?" she asked "are you even listening?" I nodded. "Then talk!" she spoke annoyed.

"They don't like talking" KHALEESI informed her. Seconds after she spoke the nurse rushed over to me with a bandage. "Does it hurt?" she questioned. I shook my head. "Thats good."

" just keep that on and it should stop bleeding. " " ok" I spoke softly. All of the staff members walked away giving some space.

I felt tired and just laid down on KAY'S lap. Soon enough I fell asleep. I felt my body being shaken. I opened my eyes to see KAY waking me up.

"Class is about to start get the fuck off of meee!" KAY whined. Jeez.. I thought sitting up. After she helped me up we began walking down the hall to get to class.

Since we have different classes we parted our seperate ways. Once I walked into my classroom I started to fell lightheaded and then....

My vision went blurry and I fainted hitting my head on the hard and poorly made carpet.

Time seemed to fly by when I was knocked out and before I knew it school was over and my mom was driving me home.

I stared at the roof of the car in my zoned-out state hut snapped back to reality when I felt the car come to an abrupt stop. "We're home!"

she told me. "Ok." I said loud enough for her to hear me. I heard her car door open and then get slammed shut.

I sat up, hopped out of the car, and trudged through the thick, fluffy, snow. She held the door open for me and I stepped inside walk straight to the fridge.

I grabbed some leftovers and heated them up then I made my way up the stairs and into my bedroom.

I pulled my backpack off and sat it on the ground beside my door. I ate my food and slumped into bed. "おやすみ" (goodnight) I told myself before I fell into a deep sleep.

1216 words. Anyways I'll be working on this for a bit bc this only took three days.