Looking back

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Believe it or not, just walking aimlessly becomes tiring after 3 years.

Not having anywhere to go, feels lonely after 2.

And wishing to hear someone else's voice makes you go insane after 1.

I, unfortunately, found this out the hard way. And remembering the struggle I had to go through to find this out, was terrible to think back on.

Up in my attic going through my old things, I open a box full of papers. I pick up a piece of paper, then another and another. On the top of the page, it always says: Journal Entry _ _ _ _ _ _ . Then some numbers. I pick up each paper, putting them in order. 

I smile at what I just done; I have an entire book of my travel journal! 

Should I read them? Should I really? Do I want to remember the hurt and pain of wandering? Do I reeeaallllyy????

I stare down at the little vintage style, dirty, muddy and teared papers. Stained with water and sunlight exposure. 

Bad memories flood back. But to properly evaluate my current trauma, I have to read them.... them all... I send out a shaky, heavy sigh.

"Better get it over with." I mumble.  Let's start with number one..




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