I'm just really bored, so here we are.
Taglish. not proofread. excuse all typos and error.
This will be in Heeseung's POV
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"Tangina naman, Heeseung. Kada linggo ka na lang ba namin pupuntahan dito sa hospital?" Ramdam ko ang frustration ni Sunghoon dito.
"Hee, please, can you stop this? It's not doing any good." Jay says, kulang na lang magmakaawa na sya.
"Titigil lang ako pag bumalik na si Jake saken." Sagot ko naman.
"Hee, Jake is dead. Hindi na sya babalik."
I shouted at my friends na umalis, at iwan ako mag-isa sa hospital room. Alam ko naman, alam ko naman na wala na si Jake. But why do they have to rub it in my face? Bakit kelangan nilang ulit-ulitin sakin? Why can't they understand na it's hard for me to let go of him, to accept that the person I love the most is already dead.
In the middle of my chaotic thinking, tsaka ako nakaramdam ng sakit ng katawan. I can't barely remember what happened to me last night, and why I ended up in the hospital again. Halos weekly na nga ata ako nagigising dito after ng mga kung ano anong pangyayari.
I heard the door open making my head automatically turn to see who just came in.
"Kuya."
"Hee!"
Nagmamadaling lumapit saken si Kuya Seokmin, kasunod nya si Kuya Joshua, and Kuya Cheol.
"Okay ka lang ba?" Nag-aalalang tanong ni Kuya saken habang tinitignan ako.
"My head hurts, Kuya." Mahina kong sagot, making my Kuya frown.
"Magpahinga ka na muna." Sabi naman ni Kuya Cheol, na tinanguan nila Kuya Joshua.
My body hurts so much, I'm literally in pain. Pero wala e, mas masakit pa din na wala si Jake. Wala sya dito, wala sya sa tabi ko. Wala sya. Why is the universe so cruel na binawi sya saken, samin? He has the kindest heart, pero bakit ganon? Doesn't the universe need more people like him? Like my Jake?
Dahan dahan ako humiga ulit with the help of Kuya Seokmin. I can see how worried he is. I'm so sorry, Kuya, that your bunso is a fucking mess right now. I guess I will be a mess for the rest of my life then.
Please. Please ibalik nyo saken si Jake. Hindi ko kaya, hindi ko kaya na wala sya.
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Flashback (3rd person pov)
It's a stormy night when Jake came home sa condo unit nila ni Heeseung. Late na sya nakaalis sa univ dahil sa project. Nagmamadali sya umuwi kasi alam nyang takot sa thunder, and lightining si Heeseung.
He is unlocking the door with his keys when his hand fumbled dahil biglang kumulog ng malakas. All he can think of is Heeseung.
"Hee?" Agad nyang tawag the moment the door opened.
Jake threw his things sa couch, not really minding na nahulog ang iba sa floor. He immediately ran to their room, and there he saw Heeseung in the corner, hugging his legs close to him, his head on his arms.
"Hee!" Agad na lapit ni Jake kay Heeseung.
"Love, hey. I'm here na." Pag-upo ni Jake sa tapat ni Heeseung.
"Hee?" Tawag ulit ni Jake.
Dahan dahan inangat ni Heeseung ang ulo nya when he heard the voice he loves the most. It started to drown the stormy sounds as his audio focused on Jake's voice. You see, it's Heeseung favorite sound, favorite melody.
"J-Jake?" Heeseung stuttered, his vision a bit blurry dahil sa pag-iyak.
Jake cupped Heeseung's face gently. "I'm here, love." Jake smiled.
Jake pulled Heeseung to him gently, and hugged the latter. He brushed his hand up, and down Heeseung's back.
"Sorry, I'm late." Sabi ni Jake.
"You have school works, that's okay." Mahinang sagot ni Heeseung as he lean his head on Jake's shoulder.
Jake started humming a random melody, and for Heeseung, it's a music to his ears, drowning the other sounds around them. He started to relax, and naramdaman ni Jake yon.
They stayed like that for a while. Leaning on the wall while on the floor, Jake silently comfortiing Heeseung as he watch the rain fall from the window of their room. Malakas pa din ang ulan sa labas.
It's a chilly weather. They both love the rainy seasons kahit pa takot sa thunder, and lightning si Heeseung because of an accident when he was younger.
As Jake savor the peace, and rain sounds, a cute sound of tiny snoring added to the melody. He slowly turned his head to Heeseung whose head is still in his shoulder.
Napangiti na lang si Jake when he saw na nakatulog na pala si Heeseung. He looked peaceful, and not scared anymore. He placed a kissed on Heeseung's forehead before reaching, and holding the latter's hand.
"Sleep well, my love."
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Back to Heeseung's POV
I slowly opened my eyes, and adjusted it to the lighting of my room. Andito pa din ako sa hospital. Why? Ah, well.. I got drunk, and nakipag-away ako sa bar. Buti na lang kasama ko sina EJ, and Nicholas since andun na sila when I came in. I went to the bar alone, hindi ko na sinabihan sina Jay, and Sunghoon kase sure ako pipigilan lang nila ako.
Then EJ, and Nicholas insisted na samahan ako kasi nga madami na akong nainom. Sure ako na sila din ang nagdala saken dito sa hospital.
I slowly sat up, and luckily hindi na masyado makirot yung katawan ko. I took a deep breath before turning to the window. It's a bright sunny day, I'm sure Jake would love it.
I heard the door opened, kaya napalingon ako. It's Sunghoon, and Jay.
"Hey." Jay greeted na tinanguan ko lang.
Nagtanguan lang din kami ni Sunghoon. Hindi naman kami magkagalit, I think?
"How do you feel?" Jay asked paglapit nila sakin.
"Better." I shrugged as ayoko lang sabihin na minsan kumikirot pa din ang katawan ko.
"Heeseung.." Mahinang tawag ni Jay. "What are you doing?"
"Jake won't like it." Biglang sabi ni Sunghoon. "Hindi sya matutuwa na tinatapon mo ng ganyan ang buhay mo."
"Sho," Tingin ko sakanya. "Jake is my whole life. Pero binawi sya sakin e, it's as if I died with him."
Natahimik naman kami.
"Hindi ko kaya e." I broke the deafening silence. "Hindi talaga." I cried.
Magsasalita na sana si Jay when my door opened kaya naman napatingin kami lahat sa pumasok.
"Hi, I'm Jaeyun." Ngiti nung nurse na pumasok. "I will be your nurse for today."
"Jake?"
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ewan ko pero tbc siguro. bye :]
