Wlw Short Story

Lady Lesso 1/2

[Both povs, Mental health, anxiety, depression,Age regression,Child hood trauma, Violent perant,

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so iv have been at the school for evil for a while now and I thought that I would get uested to it by now but my anxiety just wont subside and it was finally getting all to much I have my small group of friends and none of them no the full truth of me we where sitting in the hall eating lunch when the dens store up to make and announcement and then the elagent voice our dean Lade Lesso could be hurd " shut up and try to listen for once .. in a few days your pearnts will be aving to see how the future good and evil are doing so if I was any of you I would start doing the wrost you can do you as ther will be punishment for anyone who lets me down DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR !"

and that was it While everyone else was happy for this occasion I started to slip and spiral the anxiety all got to my for me to handle my body was starting to shut down they were the reason I was like this I came here to get away from them I know we are meant to be evil and all but I thought being there child they would be different to me so I got up a rushed out of the hall and ran to my room this couldn't be happening not now everything was going so well I could control it I ran I could hear people shouting my name but I couldn't stop I wouldn't let anyone see me like this I ran too my room and I just collapsed on my bed and started to shake it was to much to handle and my body couldn't help so it did the only thing it knew how to protect me and so I slipped I let it take control I was to tired to fight it any longer and with that I coles my eyes and fell in to blissful darkness,

-lessos pov-

After I made my announcement I turned and sat down and watched my students shout with joy to be able too soon show of to their parents of their powers and abilities. well all but one as I looked my eyes on y/n you could visibly she was in a high amount of pain like shes trying to win and internal fight but losing the next thing is I see her jump out of her seat and taking of at high speed I can hear her friends hort, Hester and Dot shouting for her but just like that she was gone and there confused to hat was going on I stand up to see what y/n is up to I hed to her room I kock at the door and hear sniffles and hear some shuffling around as if she moving something around im not sure what has y/n is such a mess as she is one of best students we have always hitting hight grades and with her talent of a shapeshifting witch is and very powerful gift to have as a never I kovk again but with no avale she doesn't answer so I leave I may be the dean od evil and I have a reputation at this school but when it come to my students they no to come to me with any problems so I assume she will come to me when shes ready I go to my office and carry on with my day.

_y/ns pov-

After waking up due to the sun in my eyes coming throght my window I sit up and stretch surpisingly not feeling as bad as I did befor going to sleep as I scan my room and see my box out with her teddy and toys out the memoris come back from yestoday events and I just hang my head in defeat I thought I come control it but due to the stree I was under then hearing that my "perents would be here soon well infact tomorrow was enoth to send my over the edge I just up and ick up her belongins and put back in her toy box along with her blankie sippy cup and dummy and put it back in my closet its not her fault what we delt with back home snapping my slef out of my mind I go for a shower and get reddy for the day and go to breck fest I was in and over to my friends whoas me where I had been and was I ok to witch I just say yes I was fine and that I was just feeling sick witvh they belved I kept feeling eyes oon me so I scan the room and clock eyes with our dean to with I just gulp and shift my eyes back to my food and no 2 minuits later I feel a hand pf my shoulder witch macks me flinch and hide my face. " miss y/n I wuld you to come to my office after breakfast" .. after I realist it was hear I move my head to look at her and tryong to control my bratheing I mandge to get a " yes mrs" out but she didn't see angery she looked more concernd for me with a nod of her head she leaves. after breakfast I say by the the guyes and head towords the deans office once I get there I put my hand up to nock but befor I do I take a few breaths and calm myself after what felt like ages I finlly nock and hear a " come in "

-Lesso pov_

I hear a nock at the door and shout " come in" it was y/n and she look shanken up she come in and shuts the door behind heri tell the girl to sit down and ask " so I asked you to come and see me due to the envents of yestoday after the anoucment when you ran out of the hall" .. she started to fiddlewith er fingers and her breath become uneasy " oh about that I just felt that I was going to be sick so I ran out"...." y/n I no you are lying tome and I can not help you if you do no tell me you know this is your anxiety again if so you no I can help we did it once befor" I walk arounf to the front of my desk and rest agist it " no I did have that undercontroll" she mutters quietly 2 its something eles but I don't want anyone to know its a secret"..... " ok well can you tell me this secret so I could maby help you with it" she takes a deep breth and qquetly says that nearly missed but didn't " I regressed my little come out and I needed to protect her and me " she says my eyes soften at the girl and I kneed down next to her I well a where of age regreshion or little space depend on what turm people prefure and the meeny reson to why one does it so I ask " y/n do you know what triggerd you" she shakes her head at me and say " your not frecked out by it"..... " no sweet girl I am not but I do have some questons I need to ask you ok" sshe nods again " what are your triggers and do you have a cear giver" and looks at me and say " stress anxiety and due to child hood trauma and no I don't" " so my saying the thing about pernts day that was your final trigger" she nods" okay well I will mae a deal with if you are comftable with it hi hum how aout this if you feel like you are going to slip or its all to much you come to my office even if I not in u come in and sit hear and I will help yu okay " she looks at me with tears in her eyes and say " you would do that for me " . I smile at her and say " yes your one of my kids of corse I will but I do have one more question when u slip due to your gift of shapeshifting do you stay big or do you also mirra the little vierson of you" . " I turn little also" " okay well im glade you trust me enough to let mein and I will help you u just neet to come hear okay so I want you to go to your dorm and rest you must e tierd she nods and gets up gpes to leave and say " thankyou ms for everything" and she leaves

**time skip to parents meeting**

-y/n pov-

im waiting in the hall with the rest of the never waiting for the perents to turn up evyone looks happy even the never look happy but im not im stressed and anxsois hoping that mine will juat be in a good mood and as im thinking im pulled out of train of throght by the voice behind me " y/n" I tuen round and see my parents there I stand to great them " mother father glad you could make it" my mother seem happy to see me but my father seems to be his self he look me over and says " yes well we don't have a lot f time as we have more important thing to attend to so give us the run down of how you have disappointed me"... " I am the top of my classes and exceeding in my villainy classes you could say im the worst student hear" my mother looks happy I feel I warm patch my face I don't move my fathr is laughing at me going " ahhhh yes but you still the week girl you once where noting has changed you are the week disappointment he his me again even some of the nevers have stop what there doing I look at my friends and the shock is on there face after a few more blows I haer the tap of heals coming towrod me " WHAT IS GOING ON HEAR" it was lesso my emoitins run whiled I didn't want anyone to see me in this state of being week I jump up and run I run past every one I can hear my naeebig shoutd but I don't stop I run to the only place I feel safe I reach her office and run in looking for a hiding space I hide under her desk just as I slip in to my little space but due to the my emotions it has triggerd my shapshting ability and I fully transorm in to my little self.....