ᴍɪꜱᴛᴀᴋᴇꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴏɴꜱᴇQᴜᴇɴᴄᴇꜱ - ᴀʟᴇx ᴡᴀʟᴛᴇʀ

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ᴅᴀʀᴄɪ ᴡᴏᴏᴅꜱ

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It took about 5 minutes before I heard the sound of a car and Elle coming towards me. She opened her arms and hugged me tightly. I couldn't help but cry. We walked to her car the comforting silence filling the car. My heart felt heavy, I couldn't shake off the memories of what just happened. Every time I felt overwhelmed, I knew I can reach out to Noelle anytime. I could always count on her for support.

"Noelle," Darci began, her voice trembling with emotion. "I can't stop thinking about my mom. The feeling that i'll never see her again. I miss her so much already."

Noelle pulled up to her drive way parking the car. She turned towards Darci wrapping her in a comforting hug. "I can't even imagine how hard this is for you. Your mom meant the world to you, and it's okay to feel this way."

Tears streamed down my face as I poured my heart out to Elle. I was sharing memories of my mother's love, kindness, and the void that her absence will leave in my life. Noelle listened to every word not interrupting, offering me a shoulder to lean on.

"I wish I could have one more conversation with her," I whispered, "To tell her how much I love her and how much she mean't to me. She was my best friend."

Noelle squeezed my hand gently. "I know It sucks not having that opportunity. But your mom knew how much you loved her. She's always with you watching over you."

I locked eyes with Noelle, a mix of sadness and gratitude in my eyes. "You're right, I know I have all the memories we shared. They'll always be a part of me. But it wont mean I'll be okay without her."

Noelle smiled warmly. "Absolutely, your mom's love is a beautiful gift that no one can take away from you. And remember, I'm here for you every step of the way. We'll get through this together."

As we sat there, embracing the bittersweet moment, I always found peace in Noelle's unwavering support. I knew that even in the darkest moments, I had a friend who would always be there to listen, understand, and offer comfort.

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3 days later

I have been rotting in my room for a few days. I was surrounded by the memories created in this house. I will never get used to waking up in an empty house, it makes each day a struggle. Noelle would constantly come over to spend time with me, offering comfort and support while I was still grieving. My uncle who was always busy with work came and visit as well to plan my moms funeral that was in 2 days.

Noelle was very understanding of my grief, she always approached me with empathy and kindness. Today she suggested a day filled with activities that would allow me think about the moments shared with my mother and create new memories with a supportive friend by my side.

"Let's get you out of bed! I have a day planned out for us, you'll have so much fun" Noelle said pulling Darcy from the bed.

"Do we have to.. I just want to sit here and watch TV" I grunted. She forcefully made me get up so I just cooperated with her. We started the day by going through old photo albums, laughing and crying as I shared the back stories, cherishing the precious memories we had created together.

As the day unfolded, Noelle took us to a park. They strolled along the grey paths, surrounded by nature's beauty. The fresh air and the calming atmosphere was very therapeutic. Noelle also organized a simple picnic, bringing along some of my favorite comfort foods. We also spent the afternoon painting. I found comfort in the colors and strokes, it felt like the pain I had been carrying was disappearing.

Throughout the day, Noelle listened without judgment, offering a compassionate ear whenever I needed to share any of my thoughts and emotions. Noelle's presence and genuine care created a safe space for me to heal. By the end of the day, I felt a sense of comfort and gratitude. Noelle's thoughtful gestures and unwavering support had made a significant impact on the healing process. While the pain of losing my mother will never fully fade, I now had a friend who understood the depth of my grief and was willing to stand by my side as I navigated the journey of healing.

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It was 8 am on a Friday morning, I decided that today will be the day I return back to school. I had been excused for a week as i just didn't have the motivation. It feels like I am slowly losing myself. People have been asking me where I have been at since they hadn't seen me since the first day.

I showered and got ready for the day. I also grabbed a quick bowl of cereal and left, I don't live that far from school so I just walked. I didn't tell anyone I was going back not even Elle. I felt kind of bad but I wanted to surprise her. And besides I didn't even plan on going.

I arrived at school taking a deep breath before entering the doors of what now felt like a prison. As I walked in I saw Elle at her locker, I popped up behind her and once she saw me she was jumping in joy. We were walking in the halls every one looking at me like a lost cause. It felt weird it feels like I no longer belong.

My first period is History. I had to go pee badly so I walked out of class to the restroom. There were a group of girls in there all smoking and drinking. I always despised them as they took up space in the already tiny bathroom. They offered me a hit of whatever they were smoking. I was going to shake my head but a little puff won't hurt I guess. It was my first time but i read it makes you forget about everything. I really just wanted something to numb the pain. They invited me to a party that is later tonight. I just told them I would think about it. I just went pee and walked back to class.

I met up with Elle when the bell rang for break. I told her about the party happening asking if she wanted to go. Her jaw dropped. "DARCI GOING TO A PARTY WHAT!" she shouted but not loud that everyone would hear.

"It's not that big of a deal, we never been to an actual high school party." I tried explaining.

There were plenty of parties freshman year but I always blew them off for my homework and to study. I don't really care that much anymore I just want to change everything about my old ways.

"Well uh.. okay I think it'll be fun" Noelle smiled. We planned to go over to her house after school to get ready for the party. I never actually went to one of these so I didn't know what to wear or expect.

I decided to wear a short red dress with black heels. Noelle helped me do my hair and makeup as she was more about that than me.

After 2 hours later of getting ready we started to head to the party.

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A/N: i hope you guys liked this chapter !! I need a friend like Noelle shes so supportive 🥲 but this chapter was just the process of her grief and events leading up to the funeral and the party!!! she ignoring homework and doing drugs things are about to be spicy ..