Once upon spoby

Who would love a girl with scars?

5 months later me and Toby had become really close and we were official he was the best person I could ever dream of but I just hope he doesn't find out about my scars!
Spencer's POV:
Everything was fine ,but I forgot I'm not perfect Spencer anymore... I have changed.people have changed me everything was going so well with Toby but what if he sees them he will hate me!i mean who could love a girl with scars!
I feel around my sock draw for the blades and I found it.my hand always quiver when I touch them but I also get a rush of relief!cutting yourself is like a drug,you get addicted.i slice through my skin,my top right thigh to be precise.i no longer feel pain I just feel relieved.
10 minutes later
Crap it's 5:40 Toby is picking me up in 20minutes for our date I quickly clean my leg up, get on an outfit and quickly go over my hair and makeup then I hear a knock.
Toby's POV:
I knock on her classic large door and wait for Spencer to come with red roses.her friends told me she liked red roses. The door opens to reveal a beautiful Spencer with a blue dress on. She smiles when she sees me although her smile looked lost and then my eyes are drawn to a red liquid seeping out of her right side of the now red patch on her blue dress.
Me:"Spencer what's coming from your leg you can tell me you no"
She didn't say anything she just burst out in tears
Me:"spence show me"
All the cars were gone so I knew nobody was in I walk into the living room and she doesn't say anything she just shows me the fresh and old scars on her leg I hug her tightly and then I hear her grasp a breath and say
Spencer:"i imm s s so s sorry Toby"
Me:"it's okay baby it's okay I know"
We have made it upstairs and we are on Spencer's bed she's laying on my stomach clutching onto me and I'm stroking her hair. Why would she do this to herself she so beautiful inside and out and I love her.
I kissed her and one thing let to another we were both lasted in her bed sleeping,good job her parent were away for the weekend but she's 18 so I think I'm going to ask her if she wants to move into the brew with me...
Spencer's POV: I wake up at 8am on Toby's side he understands and still loves me so I guess this is true love Toby soon awakes from his slumber
Toby:"morning beautiful I love you"
Me:"I know last night was our first time but it was also the day you found out about my umm my umm cuts. do you still love me ?"
Toby:"of course I still love you this has made us stronger I mean I know we have only been together for 5 months but I'd love you to move into the brew with me I will be there 24/7 and you will always have me there? what do you think?"
Me:"of course I love you Toby and my parent really like and trust you I will start packing ASAP and thanks for staying by me last night I mean who knew someone could love a girl with cuts?"
Toby:"me I knew it and I love you spence btw start packing whenever you like!"
So things have not got better at all my ex has started to call me things I never thought he would say to anyone and he told me he. Cheated anyway no one wants to listen to my sh*t life but thankyou for being there for me I can see a blade right now.love you all tell me what you think of this chapter-love meg❤️