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"did that hoe shit, I don't love you,
I go by loyalty over money."
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𓆃KAVARI & JAMARI
the twins.𓃶
its been weeks since pooter and jah had their altercation which resulted in jah questioning his sexuality. he wondered why he developed a liking for pooter, considering the fact the two couldn't stand each other. it was something about pooh that just excited him, he liked how aggressive he'd get when he was mad, knowing that he'd rid him of that attitude within 30 minutes. jah shook the idea out of his mind, knowing that he had no choice but to accept the fact that he was gay; but he didn't think he was super gay, he was just attracted to pooter's energy, and probably pooter himself.
he wasn't going to admit it though, fuck him. besides, he might not remember everything that took place that night but drunk minds definitely speak sober thoughts. he was too embarrassed to admit that though.
back at the trap, the group had been laying low for a while; it seemed like the commotion regarding onsight's murder had died down, but they didn't want to jinx it. "jah? you straight?" marquis snapped his fingers in front of the others face, he finally realized he'd been talking to himself this entire time since jah'zeven was stuck in some type of daze. he cleared his throat, "yea, I'm straight. I was just thinking 'bout sumn." he waved the other off, beckoning for him to continue his rant about how he'll never trust another bitch who left the house with her wig sitting a little too close to her eyebrows. "you been doin that a lot recently, what you thinking 'bout?" marquis turned his body to show that he was giving his best friend his full attention.
"look, don't say nothin'.." jah scratched his head and stared at the ground. "i think i got feelings fa' yo li' brotha." he mumbled, but marquis kept the same blank expression. he wasn't shocked at all surprisingly, he kind of figured it out a while back. he noticed how quickly jah changed his mannerisms whenever pooter came around, trying his hardest to hate him. up until the situation happened, it did nothing but confirmed that his best friend did in fact have a crush on his little brother. "I know nigga, 'bout time you admit that shit." marquis threw his hands up, but jah tilted his head.
"listen, I ain' mad at you or nun nor do I disagree with your sexuality, cause I could give less of a fuck who you like." marquis reassures the other, who ran a hand down his face. "I don't know where this shit came from either, its like one day I was fuckin this bitch & I couldn't get hard till I thought-" jah stopped mid sentence due to the other beginning to speak "aight I get it bitch, don't tell me nothin' else I'll black yo eye." marquis interrupted the other, covering his ears like a big kid and shaking his head. "my bad bruh, I just don't know what to do." jah genuinely sounded upset, marquis sighed.
"considering the fact he acted out when you made a move the first time, I advise you to just talk it out wit' em, he might understand." marquis says, making sure to emphasize the 'might' as he spoke. jah only nodded, knowing it would be hard to confess his feelings for somebody he used to hate; let alone tried to kill. over 6 times. jah let out a grunt as he stood to his feet, watching the twins enter the room. "yuuurrrr!" one of the boys yelled, making their monthly appearance just to get some weed and smoke it all within week. "why y'all walking in this bitch all loud and shit?" jah immediately grew irritated.
"our bad, grumpy ass bitch." kavari scrunched his face up whilst jamari stood there silently, his dreads resting in his face. "we're here to buy a pound of weed, good sir." he says, a cheeky smile upon his face whilst his brother added on. "and.. also blue m30's, people call them the percs but I believe they're fentanyl." the two stood there, smiling stupidly. jah's eye twitched at this interaction, he truly couldn't stand them. "y'all are turning into some fuckin' junkies." jah turned on his heels to lead the boys towards the kitchen. Marquis hummed in agreement. "our ma been on some bullshit lately, we just tryna make it through the month." jamari says, shaking his head, his eyes were puffy underneath his dreads, but the other didn't question it.
"I hear ya." jah zoned them out as they began to rant on about how their mom was full of shit but he didn't respond entirely, just humming each time they spoke. "right.. right." he put the weed onto a scale. "what do y'all need a pound for? I'm giving y'all a 3.5 y'all better make it stretch." the twins made the same expression, both pointing in jah's direction. it was almost as if they were communicating telepathically. "here, tell auntie i said hey." jah gave the boys the baggy, they both smacked their lips. "so no percs either?" kavari questioned, soon being silenced by jah "mane get the fuck outta here." he dismissed the 17 year olds, shaking his head as the two made their way to the front door.
"no drank either? y'all rationing round this hoe?" kavari looked around one last time before jah slammed the front door. afterwards, jah grabbed his car keys and went towards the door himself. "where you goin'?" marquis shifted his attention from the tv as soon as he watched the other practically rush out.
"I gotta go do sumn."
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𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐒 ™️, bxb.
Fanfiction"all the opp hoes sad cause he got shot & i got rich." a story heavily inspired by my oneshots "chances" & "all i want" from hallunicating.