They come to tae's home it's like a machanic shop full of repair vehicle and darkness as it's already night kookie look at around with his big bambi teary eyes as still now no one see where tae was leaving.. where is tae's house where is he staying.. he come out from his sense when tae's started to say something to him....
Tae- now why are you crying.... (he wipe his eyes who look down again'tears come...) You want to go back to him... (kook shook his head as no) then what happened... (Sigh)if you didn't say anything then you don't want to talk with me in your entire life... (kook look at tae with his teary eyes as tae wipe them away harshly...) I known what your thinking bun but don't loose yourself after what others think about you trust yourself first and fight with your inner soul... You have me bun no one want to be with you when you have your tiger and bun listen your not alone in this world your tiger always be with you until I di--- (before he can say further jk press his lips with tae but didn't move or pull back just press there feeling the rough lips on his soft petal but he come to his sense and pull back as he look down with tears)
Jk- don't say like that tiger... I only have you please don't leave me... (he said with his low voice as only tae can hear this, tae sigh and take his bun in his arms and started to claim the step which placed on the right side of the garage...
Kookie was hidding himself in tae's neck as he didn't see they already come inside tae's room.. tae placed kook on the table near the mirror as he stare at the baby who have red face while continuosly cry, eyes are swallow lips have slightly bleeding because of continues bitting... tae tug the long hair on his forehead behind his head and wipe the tears... as he left to his cupboard and take his own dress and come back to kook who is already staring at tae with his big bambi red puffy eyes... Tae look at the red puffy eyes and touch them softly as he kiss the puffy doe eyes and kiss his forehead who close his eyes feeling the warm touch showing the love, care, affection, possassive towards him which he was carving from years... he open his eyes and stared at tae who placed the clothes on his lap...
Tae- wear whatever you want.. make comfortable around here there is the washroom I will fresh up in other one... and I will make something for your hungry stomach.... (tae said and left from there as kookie look down after thinking what just happened today.. till morning it's good for him but look he was sitting here after losing his love who he love and want to live, because of him he lost his real love... why fate was playing this much games towards him he accepted his fate for his bf and lost his real love but look the same fate make him come infront of his love who is fall for first...
Jk take the clothes which tae gave to him and left to freshup as he come out and see tae was arranging the food as he stared at tae who is wearing a white shirt and a boxer he divert his gaze to another side when he see tae look at him... but tae's breath hitched after seeing his bun was only wearing his long purple shirt nothing else he stared at him with his questionable eyes... as jk come near to tae and sat in the chair, tae was too Staten to speak after seeing the white soft milky thighs, he gulp and look at kookie who started to eat the food...
Jk- your pants are too loose to wear... (tae look at him confused but nodded his head after knowing why his bun said that....)
After the dinner jk was sitting on the bed while tears are falling his big bambi eyes.. how can he forgot the word which his ex boyfriend used while not knowing about the truth... he was with Jack one and half year still jack didn't trust him once... how much he tried to tell the truth but why everything happening to him like this.. whomever come to his life and make him happy but they will go far away from him... As he remember the accident how his appa and eomma cover him with their bodies before the truck hit their car and it fall on the water... he still remember the worst day he was so happy but one second his happiness went to death... If jin hyung will not take care of him or he will not with him then he also go behind his parents... His tears started to flow before it could touch his lap one hand wipe them away make him cry more hard...
Jk- (hugg tae's waist who caressing his hair) how could they think like that hyung.. how can he say I'm a whore who sell his own body to anyone... (tae close his eyes tightly) he is so bad taetae he didn't trust me once when I really started to love him.. but he didn't trust me hyung he make me alone like them...
Tae- if your really alone then what I'm even doing here... (tae pull kook back by his hair and make him stare at his deep ocean eyes...) don't think too much bun your tiger will be with you... Now sleep like a good boy...
Jk- how can I sleep hyung... You know I beg to him don't leave me but still he didn't care about me hyung... (he said while sniffing)
Tae- I know bun why you said like that so don't think anything stupid in your little brain...
Jk- still it's hurt hyung when he said he doesn't want me, I also don't want to live with him when he didn't trust me hyung but my mind doesn't work taetae it was cover with the day when I beg to my eomma and appa saying don't leave me... but they also do the same they also doesn't want me in their life that's why they left me alone here.. you know hyung when my appa save me from the water but he doesn't come with me taetae he said he want to go with eomma as she was alone but what about me hyung, they make me alone here they doesn't think about me once... when jack hyung said he don't want me in his life it's never hurt hyung because why should I hurt when he never trust me once and call me some filthy name but it's hurt when I think he also want to make me alone like my parents.. why taetae why everyone want to leave me alone no one want me in their life... I know I'm so insecure about my life and afraid of my past but still I didn't hurt anyone and I love everyone with my whole heart then why they don't want me in their life hyung.... (he said while crying hardly as he was right tae know why kookie is so afraid and insecure about his own life that everyone will leave him and make him alone that's why tae always try to make his bun strong but still kookie mind will fell when he remember the day when his parents die infront of his own eyes even he beg to them still they left him...)
Tae- if you will cry like this then you will fall sick if you will sick then I'm the one who will face your jin hyung pink pan... (he said with a chuckle while kookie just giggle with his teary eyes after thinking about his jin hyung) you know if your jin hyung come to know you will cry for him and beg infront him then he will beat you first...
Jk- I know hyung I don't know why I did that but that time my mind goes to my eomma appa that's why I say like that but now I regret to Begg infront of him... (he look down)
Tae- it's ok kookie I know my bun is so strong so just vanish your tears and sleep bun...
Tae said and make kook lay on the bed as he take the blanket and cover his body as he about to go but kookie hold his hand...
Jk- where are you going hyung... (he asked as tae point at somewhere) your going to sleep on balcony... (tae nodded) but it's already cold outside you can sleep with me... (Tae shook his head as no make kook confused) why.....?
Tae- I can't sleep wearing shirt... I can only sleep without shirt... (jk wide his eyes) it make you uncomfortable bun.. I will sleep there....
Jk- but you sleep with shirt when we are in yoongi hyung's house...
Tae- it's my house here I'm not comfortable with shirts while sleeping...
Jk free tae's hand tae about to leave but he saw jk was moving to another side
Jk- now you can sleep here... (he point at his left side were one person can sleep) good night hyung and don't stay like there too much time your legs will be hurt sleep here... (he ponit at his left side and turn to other side as tae was still processing what jk was telling he sigh and laid beside jk as jk give the blanket to tae while he didn't turn back as tae take them and sleep but jk didn't sleep he was thinking about something but his thoughts cut of by a hand which wrap his waist under the blanket he slightly turn back were tae put his head on his nape while snuggling into his nape even more he smile at the baby tiger, the warmth touch giving his body so much calm and relief, how much he carved for this warmth after his eomma and appa left he never get this much warm from anyone... he again stare at tae afterall he love this boy from his whole heart when he see him first the day at University which he can't forget...)
Next will be a small flashback of their meeting so don't get confused because of that... Bye🤗
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My Hidden Feelings...
Romanceit's a lovely story as the hidden love of the younger to his elder bestfriend, but for some reasons he have to give up his love... what will be his fate decided in his life or the person who he fall as the person also love him or he also have anothe...
