falling leaves

Do you know the feeling when you are watching the world go by right in front of you but the voice and sounds seem distant. Well that is what i'm feeling as I look at my life in slow motion. Hi I don't think we have met in Autumn Pierce I'm 25 and 2 weeks ago I was admitted to hospital, I have leukemia, 12 minutes ago I fainted and slipped into coma. I wanna show you something, welcome to my life.

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All I could see was pretty coloured falling leaves, I threw them in the air and danced around. I like falling leaves in the autumn they are so colorful. I grabbed some leaves and threw them up higher and higher, I turned around watching the wind take them way, I fell on my bum. it was my 4 birthday and mummy and daddy are taking me to town to get some things for my party, "Autumn hunny its time to go now" I heard mum shout, mmm no fair I stuck out my bottom lip and dragged my feet "but mummy I like leaves" I sat on the floor and crossed my arms and legs, I closed my eyes and hoped mummy would let me stay. Then I started to laugh some one was tickling me I opened my eyes and daddy was laughing too. "stop daddy I come too" I said giggling when daddy stopped I put my hands out for him to pick me up "up up up up" I shouted bouncing up and down. daddy shook his head I stuck out my bottom lip and sulked again, then I started flying through the sky like a birdy daddy had picked me up, I wrapped my arms around his neck and held tight as I can.

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mummy had picked me a pretty scarlet dress and put my black shoesys and white toes on, my hair was in piggy tails. I sat for hours waiting for my friends. Nobody came so mummy and daddy put on the little mermaid and we had our own little party, who needs friends when I have a mummy and daddy like I do. I spent the whole day with mummy and daddy playing games then mummy put me to bed, mummy sang my songs and I slipped into a land of sweeties. I woke up to dark and mummy shouting, I slid down my slide and saw daddy on the floor he was covered with red mummy was crying, I ran to daddy and fell asleep all wet and sticky.

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So how did you like my first memory the memory of my dads death still haunt me, when I was little my mummy said he was working, I only found out he was dead on my tenth birthday but ill show you that another time.

 

 

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A/N so what do you guys think of the first chapter its nearly one in the uk so I'm off enjoy comment and vote please everyone vote please oh please xxxx

Heather x