What the FUCK does that have to do with me...

Why do I feel like this.

This is my first day of Highschool.
I wake up on my bed, sitting up on it but feeling dizzy, "what's even going on I barely woke up..." I thought. I wipe my eyes with my pajama's sleeves on my arms. I then slide down and and I stand up from my bed stretching a little, then I do what any girl would do, get ready and put on makeup. Of course take care of my hygiene too, I wash my face and do my skincare routine, brush my teeth and do my hair, next clothes. I walk up to my closet and look ar my clothes, rummaging and looking, what to wear what to wear...?? Then I come across a tank top and a jacket. I start putting it on and I stand infront of the mirror seeing how I look like with it on, my eyes squint at the sight of my stomach looking like it's poking out. "Oh God, please don't tell me." I say with a disgusted tone at the sight of my own body. It's whatever though, I can just hide my stomach with my jacket, I then zip up my zipper until it was up on top of my chest. I then let out a small sigh and I put on my pants and shoes, I look down and think a little, "I'm hungry, but I can't eat food or I'll gain weight even more. I need to fit in my clothes anyways, I need to look good this freshman year." I thought.
I then grab my backpack and grab my phone, walking out of my room and getting on the bus.