NO OTHER OPTION EXCEPT FEMINISING

ACCEPTING MY FAITH

I went out to drink water at night at same time , i listened my Dad and Mom were talking about me.

Dad: Jaya It's been two days since I came home and Vicky hasn't come to see me yet

Mother: He is afraid to look at you because he is wearing a saree

Dad: What..my son wear a saree?

Mom: You care about his life but I do think he should live long..

Dad: I'm the one reason for that... Instead seeing him like this better i would have died the accident.

Mom: I will turn him into a girl even if you had died because I want my son to live well for long days

Dad: Have you thought about his mental state..

Mom: I don't want to make him a woman either but this is the last way to do it ... in a few days he will get used to it .. She cried when you told me that none of you know how sad I am to think of turning him into a woman.

Dad: Well..don't cry Jaya ..

Mother: Whenever I see my son in a sari, he is sad but i am feeling happy that nothing will happen to him ... There is no other way to save him.

Dad: Let it go Jaya .. Let's turn off the light bulb ..I want to sleep.
I also came to my room and lay down on the bed. I lying in the bed, thinking about it all night. I decided I could live as a woman for them so they don’t have to suffer.
The next morning I went to my sister .. my sister was feeding dood to her baby. Slowly I called vaani..

Sister: tell me quickly Vicky ... I have some work to do

Me: vaani I have decided that I can live as a woman

Sister: You are already living as a woman

Me: No ... I am ready with all my heart

Sister : Well ... She said you would go to the room and she brought a bra, give it to me. tell me vaani how to wear it . I went to the living room and tried. My sister came to me and told me to practice how to Wear bra . I practiced it till the afternoon and now I know how to wear it on fast and take it off fast. My sister told me to come and wear it in the afternoon and I showed it too.
My sister gave me Reshma and told me and she asked me put reshma to my hips and practice to walk. I also tried to walk with her on my hips but could not, Reshma fell down as soon as I made her sit on my hips and went to my sister again to tell i can't to do this.
Vani gave demo ..She put reshma on her hips and which hand to hold reshma and she showed how to walk and she asked me to try.. Throughout the day I practiced keeping Reshma sitting on my hips and walking. That day night my sister came to my room and asked how was the first day training . For that I asked my sister how you are wearing bra, blouse and sari and I could not even wear them all one day. Vaani if you wear it everyday you will get used to it too.

Vani told me that from now on you have to get up at 5 am, take a shower, put the rangoli in front of house and then wash the vessels in the kitchen and then prepare breakfast. So far I have been doing this work alone and from tomorrow you said you have to help me. I told her not to this week and I will learn with you next week.

Vaani told me then tomorrow onwards u should try to wear saree yourself and practice .. I will tell you to wear the saree and practice it. The next morning I came out of the shower and my sister was waiting for me. She gave me one saree and with another saree she taught me how to wear sari. Then she told me to try.