nothings 4ever.

two storys one sadder than the other

Bitter cold wind is blowing through my hair ,
while i'm walking through that forest which i know really well.
Spotting an unconscious silhouette amid of empty medication bottles- between life and death.
Three days of worry, i finally find my bestfriend.
I dial for help, the voice on the phone
whistles through the forest.
The voice on the line uttered my name, a name i never disclosed.
"Ronja? Ronja? what do you see?"
the question echoed though the lifeless forest.
Confusing comes up, until a blink brings me in an familiar bed in the ER with a doctor by my side.
As she ask me again, i recogonize her voice,
she's the lady that i was on the phone with,
I recounted everything that happened while my voice is getting slowly and woolly.
She hastily leaves the room just to come back minutes later.
Her presence seems fimiliar as she sits next to me "that wasn't real ronja, it's the hallucinations due the medication you ingested, intensive care unit is waiting for you, they will take care of you so you don't have the same fate as your best friend"
my body is trembelt while i slowly loosing the focus of her voice.
shattering trying to grapple the line between
illusion and reality, leaves me an enigma
was she an guardian, an angel or just a part of the confusion illusion that was trying to consume me?
i just know one thing, i was to late to save her.