Another Chance at Life ( Sanzu x reader)

»Chapter 1. ♡︎

"What... How...?" The words were basically stuck in your throat and you had a million questions rush through your mind. You immediately recognized the clothes and the hair. And especially the voice. That was Haru right there in front of you. How was this even possible?

"Before you ask anything, I live nearby. Of course I'd recognize this bridge, I see it from my balcony." He smirks and leans down next to you, putting a cig in his mouth and offering you one too to which you just shook your head. He lit his cig and spoke as he was smoking:

"What a shame. You're young and thinking of throwing your life away. Do ya really have no value to yourself? At least have some fun before you die."

"What fun are you talking about?"

"Y'know... Party, drink, meet wild people, have nasty sex, eat well... If ya can't afford then exploit some man, you're not too ugly and got nice tits and everythin."

"You're quite nasty, did you know that?"

He laughed at you as if he was mocking you in a way. He looked out at the moon, and since you didn't know what else to do you looked out aswell. Well, at least you weren't alone right now. You might die very soon, so might aswell spend time with another person first. For all you knew, this junkie could overpower you and murder you himself. Were you scared? Just a little. But as long as you die anyways...

"Hey, you're awkwardly quiet. Speak. Don't think of jumping."

"I'm not..."

"Then what is it?" Sanzu turns to look at you as he exhaled a cloud of smoke right at you. It got you coughing, and that got him laughing at you once again. What a bastard.

"Well miss suicidal chick, what is there that you'd like to do before you die?"

This question took you off guard. You shrug and look back at the moon.

"Well damn girl I offer ya to do whatever you like and you just let me hang, okay I guess..."

"What do you mean?"

He shrugs and puffs his cig again. "What I said. What do you wanna do before you die? Let's make your life worth living, or give it a shot. I'd be sad knowing a hot chick like you jumped off and died, not to mention right by my doorstep..."

"You're such a jerk you know that?"

"I'm aware. Y'know I am also gaining from this, so it's not just you."

You sigh and turn to face him. "Alright. So what do you want?"

"Do you want a sugarcoated lie or the truth?"

"...Uh, I wanna know both, kind of..."

He smirks and speaks up...

"Well, I want to really, really help a lonely and broken girl like you... is that what you wanna hear?"

"So that's the lie. And the truth is?"

"I really wanna fuck you."

Oh... 

Haru leans over until he is just by your ear. "Are you up for it?"

You felt a little cocky yourself. So, you decide to tease him and have some fun. "Only if you promise to make me cum a lot."

"Oh?" 

He puts out his cig and moves to stand in front of you, putting one hand at each of your sides. You realized he was quite a bit taller than you, as he looked down into your eyes. Maybe you got too confident right there, feeling your heart beat faster due to the closeness. Haru moves his hand to touch your cheek. "How warm... Now, you got quiet again. Got shy? I knew you're a damn virgin..."